After being committed to John for almost 5 years he dropped the bomb on me that he wants me to take bbc while he watches. Shocked I said no....he left me. He is now staying with another woman....but says if I can give him what he wants he will come back to me. Maybe I should....I don't know. I'm a shy, non sexually adventurous woman. I will need some hand holding and a gentle introduction to this life. He wants me to have a "regular"....he wants to watch and sometimes join in.

My Ideal Person John's ideal man for me is black, well hung, and up for being watched and sometimes he'll join. He wants me to have a regular. My must have is to take the first couple times slow. Must be safe. I'm a 40 something woman and prefer a man 35 to 45ish.