Back to being single again, but oh I loved her so. I really wished she knew how much I loved her and was willing to do for her. Now I feel that my feelings weren't mutual as I was never given a chance to express my feelings. I guess I didn't deserve it to her or she didn't care. She asked me to promise to never leave her, and I happily promised. I seen it coming even though I was told I was wrong and it would never happen. Guess my love for her was making me blind. Nothing made me happier and a reason to live than her and her little family, instead of my family that shows no love. My family would have hurt her with the words they say so I tried to protect her from them. I just wish we could have talked instead of her hating me so bad. I was always loyal and faithful to her. I guess I just wish I would hear from her so Iknow she is ok. So since I'm now ruined on love and no longer trust people. If someone I loved with every inch of my soul could do that. I'm leaving for a while, maybe permanently. I can't get over how someone I loved so much and made sure she knew would hurt me so bad. I no longer have faith in love or people so it's not worth it.

My Ideal Person A female or couple that likes sex as much as me.