Hi: I have to make update. I told in my profile that I am an older Korean women. It is very nice and excited to have young hansom men wanting to meet me, but I do not want something in a car or park someone. I want my first and other experiences to be a private place were we can discover ourselves. I do not have much time to meet and I still have not met anyone, but I really want to. I just do not want to have experience in a car or park. Young men would be nice, but they all want real short time in public. I do not want that. Please do not think I am ignoring anyone. I am still trying to find right per to meet and how to meet him. I want someone to meet a right per for a long time and I am trying to figure how I can do this. It is hard to get away. I just cannot believe how many really nice men have been responding to me. I never thought that an older and not attractive women would have so many hansom men that are interested in me. I am not sure how to meet people without my husband knowing. Need help here. I want to meet someone, but I need help doing this. Any advice? Also, I cannot view profiles. I wish I could pay for my Gold in cash or gift card. Over the last few days I have gotten many very attractive offers. I don't really understand why, I am an older Korean and I do not think I am that attractive. Although I am so excited, but I cannot spend much time on this site or my husband will find out. I want to call or text someone, but I am afraid my husband will see this. I want this to happen but I am unsure how I can communicate and how I can get away without my husband getting suspicious. Really need help here. I can not even be on this site for too long. We are always at home together. Please, I am not ignoring you I just do not know how to communicate and I also cannot see profiles. I am a 53 year old Korean women. I am a average height for a Korean. I would say that I have average looks for an older women. I have been married for 20 years. Although I love my husband he just does not seem interested in me. I really hate to say this, it pains me, but we rarely make love and when we do it is over too quickly and also he is not supported very well as a male. I asked him about getting those pills and maybe see a doctor about this, but he just does not want to do this. He says we are old and we should just live like old people. My friends all seem to have normal relationships with their husbands, so I am confused why I do not. I have only made love to my husband for the past 20 years, so I do feel a little guilty about even being on this site, but I really feel stressed and I need some relief. I would like to meet someone who is educated, clean and funny. I enjoy hiking and laughing, but I also enjoy making love. I am very nervous about meeting strangers. I would want to meet in a public place a few times to get to know you first. My husband is always at home, so when we get close we will have to do this someone where else. I only have a standard account so I cannot view profiles. My husband is in control of our monies so I cannot upgrade until I figure a way to hide it. One of my friends is having an affair and she really enjoys it. I want to try and feel long physical contact. My husband must never find out it would hurt him, but I am hurt too. I am not sure how to contact anyone. I cannot view profiles unless I pay. I tried to put my email here, but I think they deleted that part. Frustrated! Help please.