The Insecurities Have Taken Hold A Poem  

yesmamallthetime 55F  
4650 posts
12/1/2019 9:14 pm
The Insecurities Have Taken Hold A Poem

It is very hard for .
I want to give
Us a chance to be
But my insecurities
They live and breathe
And take hold
And they are now
All I can see.

I shouldn't even
Be more than friends with you.
I should have left things there
But I let the boundaries blur
And now saying we have
To go back to being
Just friends will probably
Turn you off completely
Bringing our friendship
To an end.

I know you are new
To all this
This is a new phase
Of your life.
I could guide you
But I found about
A few things
And the insecurities
Like I said
Have taken hold
They act clairvoyant
Even though it might
Just be paranoia.

But I can't be your rebound lover
You will always compare to her
I would rather be alone
We had some fun
I now understand better
What you were running from.

I have been here
Way too often.
It hurts for a while
And then I heal
With time.
I am sure you
Will do the same
As well.

Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely

yesmamallthetime 55F  
11278 posts
12/1/2019 9:16 pm

Why am I such a sucker?

Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely

14861 posts
12/1/2019 9:38 pm

I Was Before!

So, How Have You Been?

Hope Your Thanksgiving Was Good.


Paulxx001 65M  
22616 posts
12/1/2019 10:14 pm

Who knows? Cuz ya like ta dream?
We all do...

Bakouncut 59M
102 posts
12/1/2019 10:14 pm

Sometimes you have to throw caution to the wind.

dogslife2live01 70M

12/2/2019 1:42 am

it all starts with the ears... they listen to their torn heart tales
creeps up to the brain... where the tales of woe transform to compassion,and again to passion
as we feed them strength we tighten the bond
as we tighten the bond we weaken the defense
soon body fluids dance in unison
and passion transforms
and time and tales of why, and how, and who brought us close
get stronger
get clearer with time
you call it sucker
i call it misguided passion
and so goes the circle of cum passion

there is a world of difference between insanity and stupidity

stopbyandsayboo 50M
1295 posts
12/2/2019 3:10 am

Very sad poem....


author51 59F  
130010 posts
12/2/2019 3:35 am

I have had the same insecurities myself my friend and know precisely what you are writing....I am a secure woman but this site alone can make it otherwise....

scoupe42 59M  

12/2/2019 5:35 am

My friend, to love someone and give your love to someone is not a bad thing! You just got to someone who going to appreciate you and love you back! I'm glad your back, drop into blogland more often.

Lostlicker87069 33M
63 posts
12/2/2019 7:02 am

Very great poem

rm_1littlehose 60M
529 posts
12/2/2019 4:21 pm

Stay true to yourself my friend!

Glad to see you back as well but I had hoped your absence meant you were...

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