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It’s just time...
Posted:Aug 9, 2020 5:41 pm
Last Updated:Aug 11, 2020 5:19 am
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Walk Away
By Washed Out

I don't even know how
Problems got this bad
Think we need slow down
It's probably the only chance we've got
I just wanna go back
Start it all again
This time I'll let you win
It's probably just hopeless
This time
I don't wanna fight another day
I'm tired of all the hurtful games we play
I thought we shared a bond that'd never break
Is it time walk away?
How'd it go so wrong?
Could we have seen it from the start?
We've been together so long
Have we just naturally grown apart?
I just wanna know that
We tried to make it work
Before just giving up
Are we just trying
Too hard?
I don't wanna fight another day
I'm tired of all the hurtful games we play
I thought we shared a bond that'd never break
Is it time to walk away?
I don't wanna fight another day
I'm tired of all the hurtful games we play
I thought we shared a bond that'd never break
Is it time to walk away?

i’m just so tired. Tired of it all.
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I’m Not Here
Posted:Aug 9, 2020 1:38 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2020 12:06 am
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Maybe I loved you
Maybe You didn’t care
In the end it didn’t matter
Since you were never there

Just a figment of my imagination
It’s just so random isn’t it?
This feeling they call love
I wish I’d never met you
As cruel as that sounds

Living this way is no life at all
Empty inside alone without
Wish I’d rather die
They say there’s someone
For everyone but that’s just a lie
We’re born alone we die alone
That’s the bitter truth right now

Maybe I loved you
Maybe you didn’t care
In the end it didn’t matter
Since you were never there

I hope you’re happy with yourself
And those that say they care
I won’t be around much longer
Not like you’ll notice or not
Since I was never here
Long gone forgotten that’s me
The man who wasn’t there
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Russian Roulette
Posted:Aug 8, 2020 1:50 am
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2020 11:31 am
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Sitting in that dive of a strip club
Off the side of the road
A place with no name mention
Just filled with bad intentions
Watching dancers higher than high
Making friends with Ivan and lllya
Drinking til the crack of dawn
Vodka Dom Perignon and shots galore
It’s just a way deaden the pain
When you lost what you didn’t have
Nothing matters anymore
Listen the barrel now
Rolling the chambers
Five empty one full
Gotta love those odds
Back and forth it goes
Not a care in the world anymore
Nothing left lose
Funny see the fear in their eyes
Funnier still see none in mine
Just numb inside and ready eat lead
Anything is better than feeling so dead
Why won’t the bullet come?
It’s alright keep trying
That’s what my voices say
After a dozen tries I get the hint
It’s not my time punch my ticket
Gonna stay stuck in the same spot
I’ve always been in
Just me and the bullet
Killing time til the end
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Never Forget You
Posted:Aug 7, 2020 5:35 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2020 12:07 am
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Got nothing say except the song. That’s just the way it is..

Never Forget You
By Zara Larrson & MNEK

I used be so happy
But without here I feel so low
I watched you as you left but I can never seem let you go
'Cause once upon a time you were my everything
It's clear see that time hasn't changed a thing
It's very deep inside me but I feel there's something you should know
I'll never forget you
You'll always be by my side
From the day that I met you
I knew that I would love you 'til the day I die
And I will never want much more
And in my heart I will always be sure
I will never forget you
And you'll always be by my side 'til the day I die
'Til the day I die
Funny how we both end happy but everything seems alright, ooh
I wonder what will happen
If we went back and put up a fight
'Cause once upon a time you were my everything
It's clear see that time hasn't changed a thing
So, just what do you think could ever take you off my mind
I'll never forget you
And you'll always be by my side
From the day that I met you
I knew that I would love you 'til the day I die
And I will never want much more
And in my heart I will always be sure
I will never forget you
And you'll always be by my side 'til the day I die
Doing it, loving it
Everything that we do
And all along, I knew I had something special with you
But sometimes you just gotta know that these things fall through
But I'm still tired and I can't hide my connection with you
Feeling it, loving it
Everything that we do
And all along, I knew I had something special with you
But sometimes you just gotta know that these things fall through
I can't hide my connection with you
I'll never forget you
And you'll always be by my side
From the day that I met you
I knew that I would love you 'til the day I die
And I will never want much more
And in my heart I will always be sure
That I will never forget you
And you'll always be by my side 'til the day I die
'Til the day I die, 'til the day I die, 'til the day I die
'Til the day I die, 'til the day I die, 'til the day I die
I'll never forget you (I will never, never, never, never, never, never)
I'll never forget you
'Til the day I die
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Yeah. This is gonna hurt...
Posted:Jul 29, 2020 11:34 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2020 6:16 am
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The Weight Of The Words

Wake up feeling claustrophobic
Shortness of breathing
Sheets soaking wet
What was I dreaming
That put me in such stress?
It’s 2am and I have no one
To tell me it’s alright babe
To hold me all night here

It used to be so easy
When I had you next to me
But now you’re so far away
The words I said I didn’t mean
But now it’s too late yeah
To take them back
And swallow my pride
I said it out of fear you know

Losing you is the hardest thing
I thought I was strong
But you just proved me wrong
And now all I feel is the pain
Of knowing you moved along
Left alone in my bed of misery
Nicely tucked and cut open

These razor blades of truth
I know they sliced too deep
And drew my blood til it’s all gone
Just a phantom of myself
A specter with a happy face
Mocking me in the mirror now

I’ll never forget your face
When I finally said my piece
You said you understood
But now I see you couldn’t
After all how can anyone ever
Listen when the song is so broken
The words just lose their meaning
It’s ok. I get it. You tried.

It’s 5am and I’m still alone
Another night without you still
No one here to listen now
Just me myself and I
Such a twisted little trio
I guess we get what we deserve
This is how I am right now

Alone afraid and trapped inside
A prison of my own device
Waiting for the morning sun
So I can finally fade away
A lost memory in your mind
Until it’s pushed aside
For someone better by your side
Forever gone I’ll be soon enough
To match this feeling dead inside
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Midnight Dreams
Posted:Jul 26, 2020 3:28 pm
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2020 11:35 pm
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Did you ever wonder what it would be like
lay beside me like I do with you
Sliding under the smooth sheets
Feeling the heat of my body yours
Not a worry in the world
Just focusing on me with you
Letting you know this is real
Not some idle wish or day dream
But a full blown expression of my need
be beside you as the night goes on
Roaming hands caressing touching
Searching for those sweet spots
To elicit a sound verging on delight
Bury myself inside you until there is no me
Only us and we are writhing like one
Staying inside , you feel me so strong
So very much into all of you
The sounds we make would be angelic
Until we’re possessed by our urges
Straining, aching, pulling so close it’s there
Can you feel my excitement? I didn’t want to go
So all I can do is return to you.
Over and over and over. Spilling over
Over flowing over whelming me you are
But that’s the way you have always been
In my bed In my dreams after midnight
Always in my dreams after that time
If this is the only way then I accept it
The alternative is too frightening
So please accept this way of saying
I’ve always wanted you and always will
It’s just going to happen here in my bed
While I’m all alone after midnight
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Moral Of The Story
Posted:Jul 26, 2020 1:38 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2020 6:19 am
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So I never really knew you
God I really tried
Blindsided, addicted
Felt we could really do this
But really I was foolish
Hindsight it's
Obvious
Talking with my lawyer she said
"Where'd you find this guy?"
I said, "Young people fall in love"
"With the wrong people sometimes"
Some mistakes get made
That's alright, that's okay
You can think that you're in love
When you're really just in pain
Some mistakes get made
That's alright, that's okay
In the end it's better for me
That's the moral of the story babe
,
-ooh-oh
Woo, oh
Oh-ooh
It's funny how a memory
Turns into a bad dream
When running wild turns volatile
Remember how we painted our house?
Just like my grandparents did, so romantic
But we fought the whole time
Should have seen the signs, yeah
Talking with my mother she said
"Where'd you find this guy?"
I said, "Some people fall in love"
"With the wrong people sometimes"
Some mistakes get made
That's alright, that's okay
You can think that you're in love
When you're really just in pain
Some mistakes get made
That's alright, that's okay
In the end it's better for me
That's the moral of the story babe
Oh, oh
Oh-ooh-oh
Woo, oh
Oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh
Oh-ooh-oh
Woo, oh
Oh-ooh
They say it's better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all
That could be a load of shit
But I just need to tell you all
Some mistakes get made
That's alright, that's okay
You can think that you're in love
When you're really just engaged
Some mistakes get made
That's alright, that's okay
In the end it's better for me
That's the moral of the story
Some mistakes get made
That's alright, that's okay
You can think that you're in love
When you're really just in pain
Some mistakes get made
That's alright, that's okay
In the end it's better for me
That's the moral of the story babe
Oh, oh
Oh-ooh-oh
Woo, oh
Oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh
Oh-ooh-oh
Woo, oh
Oh-ooh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh-ooh-oh
Woo, oh
Oh-ooh

You ever think you’re falling for someone only to realize it was all wrong?
It could be circumstances , or chemistry, or a clarity that comes when the fog has lifted. I’ve had a few times where I truly fought feelings for someone to only have it twist me inside until my soul felt incapable of finding solace.
One such instance over twenty years ago left in a very dark place of my own making. This year earlier I once again found that dangerous precipice again but the person who was the target of my misguided emotions didn’t run away or try hurt with words designed scare away. Instead she listened and told her side of things. Like a good friend would. I hope remain a friend and prove her faith in is justified. Day by day I try show my love as a friend. And it feels good step back and see how messed I was. So have you ever experienced a relationship that was one sided ? I’d like hear
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Knees
Posted:Jul 25, 2020 6:40 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2020 5:35 am
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Knees by Bebe Rexha

Sittin' in a parked car
We don't even fight no more
We don't even touch no more
Used to be my best friend
We don't even laugh no more
Barely even talk no more
You wanna hold my hand and then you won't
You say you love me then you don't
You keeping me running and running around
If I'm not all you need
Then just set me free
I'm down on my knees
If you're not the one for me
Then just let me be
I'm begging you please
I'm praying for closed doors and open windows
I'll follow where the wind blows
Don't be scared to leave
If I'm not all you need
Then just set me free
I'm down on my knees, tonight
We used to go out on dates
Now you don't wanna go no place
It feels like we're stuck in one place
I wish I could read your mind
Instead I gotta read your eyes
Oh, why they tell me lies
You wanna hold my hand and then you won't
You say you love me then you don't
You keeping me running and running around
If I'm not all you need
Then just set me free
I'm down on my knees
If you're not the one for me
Then just let me be
I'm begging you please
I'm praying for closed doors and open windows
I'll follow where the wind blows
Don't be scared to leave
If I'm not all you need
Then just set me free
I'm down on my knees, tonight
Se-se-set me free, le-le-let me be
I'm down, down on my knees (I'm down, down on my knees)
Se-se-set me free, le-le-let me be
I'm down, down on my knees
If I'm not all you need
Then just set me free
I'm down on my knees
If you're not the one for me
Then just let me be
I'm begging you please
I'm praying for closed doors and open windows
I'll follow where the wind blows
Don't be scared to leave
If I'm not all you need
Then just set me free
I'm down on my knees, tonight
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Slippery When Wet
Posted:Jul 23, 2020 10:18 am
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2020 1:08 pm
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I can’t help but imagine it baby
You know how I look at you
When you enter that shower
Longing needing wanting
stand there next to you
Naked and wet and hungry
Water cascading off us both
Pretending it’s to get clean
When all of my thoughts
Well dirty doesn’t even compare
Lathering your back
Standing behind you
My lips pressed into your neck
Sucking the water off of you
Tasting your flesh
Sliding my hands around you
Cupping each breast
Until those nipples protrude
Grinding into you baby
Until you feel my intentions
Oh they are so impure
Lifting your leg like that
Allowing entrance
your sweet honeyed hole
Slippery thick and hard
Going deeper and deeper
Our bodies heated in desire
Groaning aching pleading
For that sweet release
erupt in unison
Coating in your sex
As I return the favor
Filling you with mine
This is what i dream of
This is my fantasy you see
Of a shower with you and me
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The Best You Never Had
Posted:Jul 21, 2020 5:04 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2020 9:01 pm
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The Best You Never Had

So tell me if you’ve heard this one b4
Guy asks girl out 2 date
She says sure why not?
But here’s the sitch bitch
He ain’t no Romeo
And she’s not a Juliet
This ain’t no fuckin fairy tale
This ain’t gonna end pretty

I told you I’m not that kind of girl
But you didn’t listen did you?
You just kept droning on
Like I give a shit what you make
Or what you think about me
I’m just me, you fuckin dick
Not another notch on your belt

So now I hear you spreadin lies
Saying I was easier than a ho
Let me tell you something boy
You just fuckin declared war
Oh you motherfucker
You’re gonna pay in blood
You’re gonna pay in sweat
You’re gonna pay in tears

The next time I see you
I’m gonna be locked n loaded
You think you’re so clever
Tellin everybody those lies
But I know your secret so
I’m gonna napalm your ass
Send you back to the fuckin womb
Oh yeah you fuckin mommas boy

Keep on sayin what you’re sayin
Cuz I know where you live bitch
I know all your dirty little secrets
Expect your shit spread around
Like you did with mine
The only difference is mine
Is the ugly fucking messed up truth
While yours is just lame ass lies

You better hide like the bitch you are
I’ve got my WMD targeted on you
It’s gonna rain down like hellfire
Nothing left unsaid
Nothing gonna stop my wrath
You’re gonna know it sweet bitch
I’m the best you never had
I’m the best you never had
I’m the best you never had
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Those familiar feelings
Posted:Jul 20, 2020 10:27 am
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2020 11:58 pm
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I’ve been finding myself thinking of you
More and more with each passing day
Remembering the times we shared
Both good and bad with a slight wane joy
I know you found someone else
And my heart is truly happy for you
Wanting the best for you has always been my goal
Whether with me or another soul
I love our friendship that is so strong and pure
But my selfish side suddenly appears
And so does my nurturing one as well
Both competing and working in unison
I know now that love is expansive
And mine envelopes so many now
But that rarified air where only the most special dwell
Well that’s where you reside.
Forever. Without compare.
My soul feels compete thanks you
But my body yearns feel you once again
I won’t ask because I do love you so
Just know I’m here for you always body and soul
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Sometimes You Just Need The Rain
Posted:Jul 18, 2020 1:41 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2020 10:05 am
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I wish I could say I have been a good friend everyone I met on here. But. The truth is that many times I have failed in that respect. Whether from faulty choices, poor phrased conversations and pure selfishness , I have hurt a lot of people on here. I’d like think I’ve helped more but that is up someone else decide.
Listening Prince made wish I could wash away the times I chose poorly. Because now I’m seeing a lot of people on this site in a very different light. I hope that the ones who I shut aside accept my apologies since I now see the wonderful lights they possess. It was truly my loss and I want be a good friend them and s better friend those who have stuck around. I know I’m not an easy person know but I am trying.

never meant cause you any sorrow
I never meant cause you any pain
I only wanted one time see you laughing
I only wanted see you
Laughing in the purple rain
Purple rain, purple rain
Purple rain, purple rain
Purple rain, purple rain
I only wanted see you
Bathing in the purple rain
I never wanted be your weekend lover
I only wanted be some kind of friend
Baby, I could never steal you from another
It's such a shame our friendship had end
Purple rain, purple rain
Purple rain, purple rain
Purple rain, purple rain
I only wanted see you
Underneath the purple rain
Honey, I know, I know
I know times are changing
It's time we all reach out
For something new, that means you too
You say you want a leader
But you can't seem to make up your mind
I think you better close it
And let me guide you to the purple rain
Purple rain, purple rain
Purple rain, purple rain
If you know what I'm singing about up here
C'mon, raise your hand
Purple rain, purple rain
I only want to see you
Only want to see you
In the purple rain
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Second Best
Posted:Jul 16, 2020 6:37 am
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2020 2:46 pm
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This is just a quick one. I have a wonderful friend on here has a certain trigger. She truly hates it when she is left feeling like second choice in her relationships. It makes sense. Who would want that? I am the same way but take it even further by including conversations and other interactions.
The irony is that I have mistakenly in the past felt that way from her. But this post isn’t about her. She has actually been making the effort to show me how Wrong I am and be the good friend and I greatly appreciate it. Her friendship means everything and it would destroy me to lose that. But like I said, this is not about her at all. I’m just trying to show that I understand her and illustrate my feeling about being made second best.
This is really about when you encounter a friend in a room and you begin a conversation only to have another mutual friend show up , and the person had been talking you just drops the conversation talk more animatedly with the new arrival.
It may not be intentional but the damage is done. This is not the first time my friend has done this. There are others have done the same or similar thing by making me feel excluded from the conversation. I guess I’m just in a touchy mood. Or maybe I am just not worth the effort.
Getting used to second best never gets easy. I worry if when it does that means I’m better or worse.
Not sure I want to find out.
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