Loneliness
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Posted:Mar 7, 2021 3:14 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 2:26 pm
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I am a single guy and I am looking for some kind and friendly women to meet up with regularly.
I am only looking for a combination of sex and friendship, without any serious commitment and I would like to meet women of various ages, who are looking for the same thing that I'm looking for.
There is another thing that I need to mention and that other thing is this......how long I can last for during sex is not something I am sure about, because the time for doing this does actually vary.
This is not an abnormal thing and I would like it if any women that I meet could understand this.
I have never been a in a relationship/married, I decided that it'd be better not to do any of that.
I was 25 when I had my first sex session and this was had with a in London back in December 2001.
The experience wasn't brilliant, but as lousy as this was, it was great to finally start shagging.
One more thing......the sex sessions I've had since then (and the women I've had them with) have been good, lousy and reasonable, which I guess is just the way it goes in the world of shagging.
I have mild autism and there is the possibility that the woman could leave me for some autism free dirtbag as soon as he comes along and asked her to.
This problem is one that I well and truly do not need and in view of not wanting to go through that rather terrible heartbreak, I decided to keep all of my encounters with women commitment free.
Since August 20, I have been meeting up with whenever possible.
I will not be providing any details of the women and the meetings, but what I will say is that, these women are in a position to offer me what I am looking for and I am happy to continue to meet up with them, but what I would only like to do is meet up with the good ones, who are able to offer me a decent and not the cold hearted bitches (usually Romanians) that will only offer a terrible instead, but it won't always work out like that and I guess that's just the way it goes really.
I also decided to give various online dating sites a try to see if they would be successful.
Sadly, it's been nothing but a complete and utter failure, because instead of meeting any of those nice women that I would really like to meet, the only things I came across instead were plenty of heartless bitches who want sex only, along with worthless scammers/time wasters and I must say that, this really makes online dating an absolutely unpleasant experience, I really do mean that.
I do spend time thinking about being in the company of the women that I am looking for.
What I think about is doing various stuff like chatting, kissing, cuddling and having nice sex with them, but the women are always gonna see the autism free dirtbags as being 10 times better than me and as a result of that, they're always gonna be the ones that are gonna get what I would like.
What that means is this......I will always have to go without and this makes me feel sad, knowing that these are the guys who are always gonna be more favoured and......more wanted women.
Finally, I really find this lack of female company to be nothing but a complete and utter drag and I am hoping that the future will have good things in store for me, but it looks very unlikely that it will.
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