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A Festival here
Posted:Jul 16, 2015 6:42 am
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2015 7:32 pm
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Hi! Here in Malaysia we will be celebrating Eid ul-Fitr Mubarak ohhhhh yes yes YEs! and the good newwws is also it is during the Looooonggg weekend. Here are some photos here to share with you... at the Kitchen ( my mum does the cooking hehe ohhhhhhh ) here is the Famous 'Rendang'( don't know what's it called in English ) and in the other picture is me holding the ' Nasi impit ' ( Rice cakes ). Ohhhhh no 'ketupat' ( rice filled inside a coconut leaf) this year






At KLCC and KL convention center for the BookFest too...awesome book sharing session LOVE the guest speaker



Am going to spend Eid ( here we call it "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfritri ") with my family and friends and shower them with Love, Goodness and Togetherness...ahhhhh longggg weekend too... Need a break. Take care Everyone bye bye Have a Happy Weekend!
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rainbow...
Posted:Jun 16, 2015 4:26 am
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2015 7:17 am
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I WISH for that rainbow ....SO MUCH. Can I EVER find that SPECIAL someone.. my R A I N B O W.....? Just for a Glimpse would be Enough and I would CHERISH forever...a Lasting Memory



I am LOST. CAN I EVER FIND YOU? Can you FIND ME?

sorryyyy ...a bit melancholy...just Wishing that's all. Heyy...how's everyone? Good? My work as an NGO is okayyy and tomorrow we will venture onto the streets looking for supporters. Yup quite a task but a challenge is what I Need right now, a Diversion

Take care everyone
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In a crowd...
Posted:Jun 14, 2015 9:07 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2015 6:29 pm
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This blog is dedicated to a SPECIAL someone ...yess a stranger in a crowd

I don't even know you
I YEARN to go near you
To have a lasting memory
with you

Dear beautiful one
I wish every bit of H A P P I N E S S
FOR you
which I know I cannot bring
TO you

YEsss dear one Dear Dearest one
I WANTED to approach you
But, am I W O R T H Y ...?
WILL I MAKE YOU H A P P Y ?
C A N I make you Happy?

In our dreams we shall meet and we shall Dance and we Shall Always be Happy


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How long can you go WITHOUT sex?
Posted:Jun 11, 2015 8:19 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2015 6:32 pm
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Do you know the answer....



Erm....I will be 42 years of age next month and I don't mean to sayyyyy that I am sexually inactive. I AM actuallyyyy but I find that I feel more satisfied if I do it myself. Oh yes! It is MORE fulfilling REALLY! I believe in Masturbating. Some people remarks that I do not look my age and my skin has a Flush to it, a rosiness, I think it has got to do with my masturbation sessions.

I hope our sexual organs is not a machine that needs to be in use to be in Good working order....hmmmm you know like a computer or a car... ohhhh you know my drift And you know something...., that I've been curious enough to venture inside a sex toy shop. YES! I did. I went inside and WOW! Let's just say that it is an eye openerNooo....I didn't get anything for myself tho....one of the costumes there did catch my eye....I won't tell you which style hehe Just keep you Guessing

Have a Nice day! Take care Everyone Have a Great Weekend

P.S: won't I won't D I E from sex deprivation
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It turns me ON!
Posted:Jun 11, 2015 4:03 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2015 6:36 pm
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Funny and C r a z y I know but I mean you as a Man would you be turned on by a woman dressed as a MAN I find myself turned on by a man that likes to dress up in stage play clothes , it's his hobby too I think...he LOVES to dress up like the Characters in Japanese Animation. There's is this one I particularly am TURNED on byyyy in this picture he dressed himself up wearing a longgggg wig, glassess low on his nose and some kind of Japanese lady clothing....to me he looks SO FETCHING! I can't help myself from imagining him kissing me with him wearing that oh my! Outside his hobby, he dressed himself as a man.

And....amazingly I DON'T even know the guy. I only follow this guy on Facebook. Guess I am stuck as his 'Secret Admirer' nowww can't help myself. I envision myself being kissed by him , with him dressed as a woman and I find myself erm.....hotter is the word....?

Geee....must be something wrong with my mind somewhere....and do you know that the book am reading now is also of a man who likes to join in playysss where he sometimes dress up as woman and the heroine in the book is not at all affected by the fact that he does. When she knows about it she was just Surprised.

Hmmmm....guess I have to add one more thing of the things that I am looking for in a guyy hehe And....all along I thought I am turned on by a guy who is TOUGH and MANLY how wrong I was!

Well, just a thought on the matter. Hope nothing's wrong with my head HAHA! Take care now bye bye
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It turns me ON!
Posted:Jun 11, 2015 4:00 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2015 6:37 pm
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Funny and C r a z y I know but I mean you as a Man would you be turned on by a woman dressed as a MAN I find myself turned on by a man that likes to dress up in stage play clothes , it's his hobby too I think...he LOVES to dress up like the Characters in Japanese Animation. There's is this one I particularly am TURNED on byyyy in this picture he dressed himself up wearing a longgggg wig, glassess low on his nose and some kind of Japanese lady clothing....to me he looks SO FETCHING! I can't help myself from imagining him kissing me with him wearing that oh my! Outside his hobby, he dressed himself as a man.

And....amazingly I DON'T even know the guy. I only follow this guy on Facebook. Guess I am stuck as his 'Secret Admirer' nowww can't help myself. I envision myself being kissed by him , with him dressed as a woman and I find myself erm.....hotter is the word....?

Geee....must be something wrong with my mind somewhere....and do you know that the book am reading now is also of a man who likes to join in playysss where he sometimes dress up as woman and the heroine in the book is not at all affected by the fact that he does. When she knows about it she was just Surprised.

Hmmmm....guess I have to add one more thing of the things that I am looking for in a guyy hehe And....all along I thought I am turned on by a guy who is TOUGH and MANLY how wrong I was!

Well, just a thought on the matter. Hope nothing's wrong with my head HAHA! Take care now bye bye
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what do you think.....?
Posted:Jun 10, 2015 7:22 am
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2015 7:28 pm
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YES! I've Finally got in my fave co./ organization as a FUNDRAISER! Will start work next week!!! YIPPEE ya YAY! Yippe ya YAYYY


But,before you Congratulate me on my new job I want to ask your HONEST opinion please. Do you think that I have what it takes to be a Fund/ Raiser? You know the one that meet people/strangers/public face to face to garner up Supporters for our Cause. Sorry....for security purposes I can't Reveal the name of the organization but I guess those that followed my Blog would KNOW Which organization is CLOSE to my heart and I've been tryingggg to get in since whenever

Okayyy....for starters...before you give your opinion here are my past working experiences:

- as a Retail / sales assistant....yesss....I've even done the loud speaker thing during HAPPY HOUR hehe Come one COME ALL!!

- as a HR Recruitment Supervisor...yess....I've been to a lot of places dragging my posters and buntings and my makeshift recruitment booths EVERYWHERE! What eh! Nobody wants to work ah??

- as a TEACHER...yess....I LOVE TO TEACH what do you wish to Learn todayyy class?

- as a Ranger....yess...I have the DRIVE, THE PASSION!! I am going ALL FOR IT! For the cause....for our living planet

Soooo....HONESTLY folks do you THINK I have what it takes to be a Fundraiser?? The REASON I am asking this question is because I don't SEEmyself as an Aggressive aka Persuasive person like those in Sales ya know. Yeahhhh you know me....I am non- pushy yesss that's the word. I DON'T KNOW HOW to persuade people

PLEASE give me your HONEST opinion. It's okayyyy if your answer is to the point and Frank. I NEED to hear it. So .....let's HEAR it. Thanx!
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Hallo.....?
Posted:Jun 8, 2015 6:24 am
Last Updated:Jun 10, 2015 8:24 am
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ohhhhhh I was sitting here having my lunch of nugget bars and here they are ohhhhhhhhhhh so ADORABLE There are two other tables in front of me and other diners but I guess cos' I am more Animated and yess...hehe I talked back to them. Ohhhh it's just Nothing just SMILING at them and just mimic their chirps...they're SO CUTE! sometimes they would ruffle uP their feathers and look at you back. SIGH!!! miss all the Animals at the park SIGHHHhh! guess the feeling will NEVER go awayyyy you know when you Love a place so much I mean the place takes a piece of you and when you're No longer there you will incomplete somehow but I've decided to go back there sometimes as a Guest and just well see them AGAIN. I miss them so especially the white swans ...the one called the Lone Ranger. Actuallyyy our Vet calls him that cos' he is the ONLY male. Can't wait to see Lone Ranger when I Revisit them at the end of this month

I'm doing okayyy and I have listed the things that I would like to do while I'm on 'holiday' yesss....I call it a holiday of a sort cos' I WILL start working Again non'stop and so is the Time to take a break from it all. I've applied at several Animal establishments tryyyying my luck Again at WWF and keeping my fingers crossed that I am accepted. Only time will tell. And so in the meantime I will have more time for~

- going to the movies....ohhhh yess..Jurassic World will hit Malaysian shores in a few dayss yipppeee!

- going for early morning jog...oohhhh yess...the feeling of the cool morning air on your cheeks LOVE IT!

- more time to play with puddy datt Meow meowwwww and Diddy and Pedro and Kaput and......the neighbour's cats and.....



- ohhhh to catch up on my READINGGGGG! miss reading my book collection. Let's seee.....which one should I read tomorrow or maybe some I will REread Again....oh yes! I have faves

Well Take care everybody HUGS and HUGS and HUGS Stay well Stay Fit Stay Healthy See you some time bye bye now

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When I wake up....
Posted:Jun 6, 2015 10:11 pm
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2015 8:53 pm
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Yes....I am now without a boyfriend, without a job ~ I COULD stayy in that job and just CLOSE my eyes for the money's good but I CAN'T. It takes Courage but in the end I DID. If by my leaving would open up some people's EYES then I know that this is the RIGHT thing to do.

YEss...I'm starting AGAIN and I'm going to keep on WALKING.. I stumble and I FALL many many times in life. I feel like I just want to stay there on the ground, cryingg....I Feel like 'WHY should I even get up '? Who even CARES that I do??

I wallow in self pity...cryinggg ....but eventuallyy slowwwlyyy you WILL see the LIGHT...

I thought of my parents....they've always been there.... .Sometimes you don't know how STRONG you are. I tell myself that I MUST GET UP..that's the FIRST Step. I MUST take the FIRST Step

I WILL move on.

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Hi there!
Posted:May 15, 2015 5:32 am
Last Updated:Jun 6, 2015 7:20 am
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Wow time flies by so fast. Learning new things at work everydayy...a routine noww and I think am getting better hehe having the hots for a colleague also is a BOnus! he's Soooooo Good Looking especially when he SMILES Wowww....I really melt when he walks towards me with that killer smile of his ohhhhhhhh making me want to get up at 5 am each morning to come to work everydayy if only to get to gawk at him.

His birthday is coming up and I hope he will like the cologne that am going to buy for him for he doesn't wear smells. Do you think a guy would be offended if you buy him something that he doesn't wear?? hmmmm Am planning to buy him the Ferrari brand for he likes the Ferrari car HAHA in my mind I imagine him half naked and putting on the cologne on his sexxyyyyy body oh my! And then I would walk up to him and just stand in front of him anddd....Geee.....don't know WHAT will happen

Hope everybody is doing just Fine. Take care okayy Don't forget to Smile for when you SMILE the world smiles right back at you bye bye noww HUGS! see you some time
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HELLOOOO...;)
Posted:Apr 14, 2015 2:20 am
Last Updated:May 10, 2015 8:39 am
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Hi there sorryyy time sure flies byy and when I logged in woowwwww....it's been a whole month that I've been on here. Hope everyone is doing just fine and are happy and well

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We did a roadshow sometime last month and here is a photo of me with the blue tonged skink. Its origin is from Australia and Australian guests who came here told me that it can be found in bushes over there and ours are slightly larger in size. Good to know that

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Now am busy with the swan feeding where I always call them like this Mooo Moooooo ning ning ning Ning NINGGGG!! yeahh funny I know but seems like they understand oohhh HAHA I regard them ALLL as my own pets. Darlings ALLL of them MOOO MOOOOO!! Ohhh I miss them todayyy. Am not working OFF day today. We get off days once a week and work on weekends here.

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Everyday we would take out the CUTE!!! ADORABLE African pygmy hedgehog for our animal Appearance. Once a day we do quite a number of times. Just hope that the animals get their rest for they sleep during the dayyyy we tryyyyy to keep the Appearance short to only 30 mins each time.

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This is one of our more Elaborate style of doing the animal Appearance. Awesome eh But I can't do this style yet no no no only a well trained Ranger like my colleage can. It's SO cooooool to watch him do it. Secretly I call him KING ( Prince?? )of the Reptiles for he understands reptiles more than the other rangers around yes he does

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More pictures of the White lions for you hehe...in this one photo it seems like he is sayingggg....Noooooo please don't take anymore pictures of me OHHHHHHH but strangely enough sometimes he would come close to the glass and he would stare out to the guests as if communicating. I think sometimes he likes the Attention. Ohhhh dear Jackson hugs to you wish I get to pet you one dayyyy All in good time all in good time. They say I have to learn step by step.

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And here is Memey our Ground Squirrel. You have no idea how many Photos I've taken of him. He is tooo TOOOooooo CUTE!!! Can just imagine like he is Grinning and saying he he HE. Ground squirrels dig tunnels underground and sometimes Memey would put the bedding in his mouth and transfer it to the very end of his enclosure where he made this sort of dented cave and when satisfied with it only then he would stop and lie down in it.

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A lot has happened during this one month. I knew that this line of work would be tiring but I feel PPPOOOOFFFED out everyday after work. The first thing that I would find is something to drink. It's SO HOT phew! and then grab something to eat before heading home to dinner for we eat very early here at 11 am! And then NO breaks in between. I go back each day at 7 or 8 pm and my tummy would grumble gringgg GRINGG! Oh HAHA

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This photo is taken in the early morning before I get moving to be ready for work. Yeah it's 5 am no sweat you get used to it by nowwww LOVE all animals be KIND till Next time bye bye now
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Having FRIENDS!
Posted:Mar 13, 2015 9:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2015 11:27 pm
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Hi! How are you?


Friends. Some people sayy in order to have friends you have to be one. And I think having friends makes life even more fulfilling. Here are some photos of me and of my Wonderful friends. Humans and Animals alike




To me he is the Greatest Ranger that ever lived!! But, he doesn't think so of himself I keep tryyyingg to make him SEE that he belongs here. The Animals NEED him and I hope that he would Never leave




Till we meet again Next time Take care now


Going to go to sleeeeppp nowww...just like Memey our Ground Squirrel. Hugs and kissessxxx bye bye
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HOT sweaty and HAPPYY!
Posted:Feb 25, 2015 8:38 am
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2015 11:22 pm
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Helllo there

Pheww It's been a tough week what with the CNY Holiday celebrationSO many visitors to the park The weather too is HOTand I think I am in love with the water filter machine by now There is one every few meters....it is Clean sweeeett water

Seems like am not the only one all hot and thirsty hehe I LOVE looking at them while they drink....you can just gaze at them for hours sleeping, eating, playing and feel more love in your chest for them more than ever



They are called Panthera Leo. It is kind of sad to think that in the wild their numbers is diminishing. I am PROUD to be part of the conservation of these beautiful creatures







This is the smallest bear species in the world, the Sun Bear. Do you know WHYyy? It is due to the yellowish marking on its chest. There is a Legend too that says that they represent the rising or setting of the sun. Yes, you can find them here in our Rainforest in southeast Asia.

Check out those long claws WOW! Among the bear family, they have the longest ones. What are its uses do you think?? erm..... Could it be so that they can use it to tear off tree barks and dig through termite mounds? YES you are Correct

Work is getting tougher and am trying my BEST to keep uP. I have not the experience in wildlife but I think that is NOT an excuse for me to not give my Best. Everyday I learn from my mistakes YES hehe ( I make LOTS!!) I think by making mistakes that's good in a wayyy cause you won't repeat it and REMEMBER

Life's good nevertheless cause I get to see my cutie Moo MOO each morning looking like a fluffy pillow hehe And get back home to puddy-dattttt MEOW MEOWWW looking Sooooooooo CUTE







See you Again some time HUGS Take care

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