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The Right To Do What You Want
Posted:Jun 12, 2021 11:45 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2021 3:37 pm
You know what I find so funny, is people's all mighty moral compass. They seem to forget that no one should be judgmental of anyone else. We all have our own personalities, believes, and just basic societies influx already.

I guess maybe I am to the age where I know that i need to live life to the fullest because you never know when it is your turn to leave this world. I do not believe there is anything wrong with seeing someone outside of your marriage as long as you are honest and open about it. I love my husband dearly but he has some psychological blocks and now physical ones as well. I know we will never make love again, which is very sad. If only we had known that the last time was just that. There is so much more that has gone on in my private sexual marriage that I only share with my special friend/lover.

My husband struggles with me seeing someone outside of the marriage. Finally I think he understands that I will always love him and be there for him. But there is a side of me that needs that human touch, closeness, caring and even love. I need that BFF/FWB. I need to feel like I am wanted and desired. That there is a man out there dying to see me, kiss me, and make love to me. That special person I can fly high with, whether we are talking on the phone, or able to see each other.

Having that makes me happy, then I am even a better wife. Why? Because I feel fulfilled. I feel alive again, because just being home all the time with no plans other then going to the next doctor appointment. Just being there to clean, and help my husband with his needs, wear on a person after awhile. But even being able to leave for a bit, or talk to my babe on the phone, makes me become better centered and realize that there is still alot of life to live.

So dont let anyone judge you, on your choices. WE are all very different. Once in awhile you meet someone who you click with so well and that is a miracle. You need to do what is right for you, bottom line

Sexual Healing
Posted:Jun 11, 2021 10:29 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2021 8:22 pm
I'm sitting hear listening the songs you shared with , that are now part of my playlist I am making for us. For that time when it is just the two of us, locking out the rest of the world. Looking into each others eyes, knowing that we are so in tune to each other. Celebrating the beauty of life and sensual pleasures of our sexuality.

Come closer, entwine your fingers in mine. Sway with me to the music, hearing the simple melody. Feel my heart beating along with yours, and lay me down gently. Feel me tremble in anticipation, waiting for the first of many kisses. Stroking my hair, let your fingers play with the strands. You have no idea how badly I want you, and I feel like the luckiest woman.

The sound of your voice, just on the phone was so exciting. I found myself wanting to talk more and more, and you know I am no tone who likes to talk on the phone to anyone. But you are the exception, and I find myself opening more and more you. Just like a butterfly expanding her wings, letting them dry and getting ready take this flight with you.

There is so much I want do with you, you, and have you touch in the secret places. I want realize this passion, and pent sensual sizzling sexual cruise. Indulging, devouring each other over and over again.

Mmmmm, think you will be just what the doctor ordered.

A Sexual Healing as Marvin Gaye sang.

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Misty Petals Await
Posted:Jun 9, 2021 11:00 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2021 7:44 pm
Truly I am a simple woman, with simple needs. But I do have a deep longing that needs be filled, and released over and over again. Just like a glass of water too full, until it finally topples over releasing all of its sweet plentiful nectar.

I close my eyes and imagine us meeting, our finger tips touching sending a electric wave through both of our souls. You hand me flowers, still fresh with beads of water on them. My lips pursed in eager wait, moisten by the fevered brow we both have. I feel myself start to moisten in my most scared petal lips, ready for what will happen. My eyes are speaking a silent plea of you to at last kiss me. Slow and deep, let me match my breathing to yours.

Feeling you gently brushing my hair away from my neck to expose just that secret place that will send further more droplets into my now dewy bare meadowed bow below. Feeling your hot breath on the back of my neck, then your lips, your teeth just so very lightly graze that sweet spot and you hear me gasp. You whisper what will only be shared in person, knowing you are driving me insane. I catch a whiff of your cologne, and my knees grow a little weak, because I love that intoxicating scent, and know I feel like I need to prowl on you.

My hand and fingers brush lightly on the waste band of your pants as I kiss you slowly, deeply, taking my time to savor your lips. I tell you that i want you, I want to show you what a real woman can do to all of you, heart, soul, sensually and that raw sexual overdrive. I let my hand fall onto your package and give a evil grin when I noticed some excitement and stirring already. This is going to be a easy, soulful, celebration of being alive, and able to enjoy each others bodies. Exploring in whatever we want, being closely in sync.

I celebrate the wonderful union that awaits, with all the romance, passion, sensuality, tenderness mixed with raw naughty sexual adventures that leave us both exhausted but wanting more.

Take my hand, let's celebrate the beauty of it all.

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Hungry Like A Newly Awakened Cougar
Posted:Jun 8, 2021 3:08 am
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2021 5:28 pm
Laying in my bed, with my thighs wanting to clasp around your shoulders, let me entrap you. Feel my raw energy, as I release the first of many orgasms. Feel the gust of wind as I throw back the sheet, exposing my body, not caring about the scars and road map of years of fighting to just stay alive.

My senses are all awake now, and I am sniffing and hungry for you. Like a prey of a far to long awaited need. Help me release all this sexual energy. I need all my creativity on so many levels to flow. Feel my wetness, knowing it is you, your mind that does this to me. The way you are already engaging me in the delicious tryst of foreplay. The mind is the biggest sexual organ, everything else just falls into place when it is done right. And you dear heart are indeed doing this so well.

I feel like I am going to crave you all the time. I imagine our lips and fingertips meeting. We will then know immediately if there is a soulful connection. Exploring so many new things for me, and perhaps a few new ones for you too. There is such a vast field of scenarios and different flavors and textures. With our very vivid imaginations there is no telling what new memories we will create while enjoying this special bond.

I am a simple woman, so very flawed. But There is a sensual, sexual, naughty vixen dying to come out and dance with you. Letting our fingers, lips, tongues, and sexuality take us to new heights. I long to arch my back is a ecstasy of orgasmic bliss and call out to you while I am experiencing another round or orgasms.

Buckle up buttercup, because I am very hungry

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What ifs?
Posted:Jun 6, 2021 11:59 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2021 8:22 pm
Thinking about someone has got me rather a twitter-patted. They mystery, wondering if, as if, what if? All the ifs in the world tonight. But he is also becoming a very good friend, one I have needed for a long time. He doesn't know it yet, but he is helping me thru a very deep depression.

I had about given up on life itself, not that I was going to do anything to end mine. But I had figured that I would just let my body do whatever it wants and not continue to fight to overcome. Tired of the infections, and the pain, tired of trying to deal with my husband's one man pity party that he has been throwing for almost two years now. I can't help him, I have tried. He has to want to do for himself, but I will no longer be his misery companion.

But I am starting to trust and open up to this man, and it feels scary and good at the same time. I am feeling myself wanting to take better care of myself. To not feel so afraid of what the future might hold for me. It will be whatever it will be, but I will keep on trying my level best to overcome and get stronger.

No one said that getting older is easy at all. But it beats the alternative of not aging. We all have already lost so many friends and family members, and it never gets any easier.

We all need to embrace each day as if it were our last.

Emergence of Sensuality
Posted:Jun 4, 2021 3:19 am
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2021 8:22 pm
I admit it, I had but given ever finding someone who might treat me as is I was just a little special. The jury is still out on if I have truly found that, but it seems be looking .

This man had at least thinking about such sensual, romantic, and sexual urges and longing. Do I dare tip toe into that arena? I will never know unless I slowly start to open that door so he can emerge and present himself.

Am I ready for such? yes, Yes, and YES! I am so ready to be engage of my feminine and have that appreciated. be the sensual and very sexual woman I am. A mutual respect, caring and playing. be understood for the very unique and real woman I am.

Got my head and lady bits re engaging. be treated like a lady in public and dnjoy the vibrant lover I am behind closed doors.

Tip toeing back to bed, hoping I can sleep a bit longer.

We need take chances because you never know.

~ Ahoy There Matey, I am Still Alive
Posted:May 29, 2021 10:51 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2021 4:39 pm
am sure some of you by now are wondering if I am still around. Well be honest, for awhile I just haven't even bothered really come on here. Sure once in awhile I would peek see a few blogs, but that has been it.

So I have dusted off my profile, and slowly dipping my toes in the water to see if it is warm enough for me yet. I like my pool water warm, I yearn for such. Having a lover in a warm swimming pool or Jacuzzi, or lordy bee for sure. I have some found memories of just such that I will share some time.

I think I am ready start making a few new memories if the right man, or men should be found. But I am pretty picky for sure and you have be sure that you have some actual available time for me. Just be truthful, because I am so sick and tired of men wanting have a affair and not having a way or the time do so. So why bother, just so some woman can fill your head and you can fill your hand with your cum later on? Find some one else for that shit. Sorry but that is just how I feel. I am not here get anyone off like they are a solo project. There should be a mutual orgasmic happening here sir.

Currently I am trying eal up from a bad cellulitis in my right leg, and a bit in my left. Also a cold, but I think overall I am getting better.

I do know that I need be loved on, touched, caressed like the Goddess I am. I need to be kissed deeply, hands held, and made ot cum like a banshee. Then we can both drive each other into orgasmic bliss with a very big side of naughtiness if you please.

So did you miss me?
Protecting My Wings
Posted:Apr 14, 2021 8:16 pm
Last Updated:May 31, 2021 5:36 pm
I think that perhaps I should step on up and give a update of sorts.

As all of us age, we face different challenges, an become pickier on who we wilt share our time and bed with. No longer can we just suddenly jump up and go with whoever and have a good time. Takes alot of planning, and seeking see if there is mutual fetishes, likes and dislikes in general and sexually.

Or at least that is the way it is for , or was before I decided just basically be celibate. Isn't the first time that I have done this, but for it is the safest. I dont want be used and discarded. I dont want be hurt emotionally or physically. It seems so easy for a person claim that they love you, and then basically write you off. That is not love at all .

My health is always a concern, having Kidney Disease that is getting worse means I could become sick with a infection suddenly Most men do not understand nor would they just want spend time with you and having it mean nothing sexual for the evening or day. But I have be careful with my health, I am often tired because my body is always fighting survive. I would love not have be so concerned about my health issues but that isn't the way it is. My husband i very physically dialed and i must help him bath, dress, and a number of other things on a daily basis.

But life is still beautiful and I do have numerous toys to help me orgasm. My husband is willing to help me with that even though he cannot orgasm himself due to Nephropathy. Just making the best of it, folding my wings in close to my body in protective mode.

Just being very real

I have Returned
Posted:Apr 10, 2021 7:56 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2021 2:32 pm
Well hey there. Fancy seeing you here reading my blog post. Bet you are surprised to see posting again.

Yes, I left for a bit. Turned off my profile, thought I was done with this site. Thought I had found a suitable FWB, but alas things just were not as they should have been. But it is all for the best it was a learning experience. I have decided to forego looking for anyone to be physical with, or even chatting with. I am happy enough to blog on here. This is the part of this site that I enjoy.

I do also enjoy some of the videos other members have put up. They are good porn, which I do enjoy. And this has helped my marriage actually. He now knows that I do have needs, and he is working had on giving me the pleasure and orgasms I need. That is all I am asking for, and I do know that his disabilities are not his fault.

As for my health, I did spend 4 days in the hospital recently, many tests performs. I do not have a advanced case of Congestive Heart Failure, it is barely detectable. My kidneys are the same, but holding their own. I did have another UTI, but the reason why I was passing was too much Lasixs. So being closely monitored but getting stronger.

So good to be back, I missed reading many of your blogs. But not answering any emails or messages, or 's. You can leave a comment , and I will answer back if it is warranted.

Stay Real,

Posted:Mar 20, 2021 9:02 pm
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2021 3:09 am
It's been long enough and I missed some of you. Enough time has passed and I have come realize a few things. There are true friends here and the great pretenders, just like in every day life.

I so appreciate the man who took time out of his own crazy life and schedule to message me. That means so much to me, as I am sure you know.

I have come to realize what I really want is to be held and carrassed. To be touched and kissed equally until the love making builds into a urgent inferno of need and desire. To have a man want to please me and have me please him.

What ever happened to old fashioned manners, and getting to know a woman first. Taking her to lunch or dinner. Wine and dine, flirt with her. Flowers, holding hands, listening to her wants and desires?

That would be such a nice change of pace, to even be just taken out for coffee,

I'm not talking about for myself currently, but just saying for my other women friends out there. Treat us with respect and get to know her.

I'm still going thru testing and not sure if or when I might be open to meeting anyone. There is only one man I am wanting to see. He knows who he is.

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In a Instant
Posted:Mar 15, 2021 7:40 pm
Last Updated:Mar 16, 2021 6:17 pm
I assume some of you might wonder where I have been as of late. I used to blog on here wall the time, now not so much.

Sure I think about blogging at 4 am in the morning, or when I am on my way to a medical appointment. Not real practical.

There have been some changes as of late. I am no longer driving because I keep having light headed and at points I am passing out. I called for my husband last night as I got very lightheaded getting out of bed to use the restroom. Now this is just a few steps away and he is sleeping in the same room. Before he could come help me, I passed out and woke up in pain on the floor.

My dizzy spells and passing out is because of my heart condition. So I am no longer playing, I can't. I can pass out at anytime or have a heart attack or stroke. So I can not pass go, or collect $200.

But I am making the best of it. I am helping with what I can in the house. Today I folded ton of clothes and helped hand them to my husband to put away. He is very worried about losing me, so he is paying more attention to me. That is very nice.

He has really opened up about so much that has always bothered him all of his life. Taking big steps to solve that and be more loving towards me too.

Well, do I feel sexual right now? No. I wish but there is just too much going on. I have alot of medical ololgists appointments coming up. I just want to keep living, hopefully they will figure out what is going on, what type of congestive heart failure I have, and lung problem with the kidney disease and we can all come up with a plan including the diabetic doctor as well.

Never take your health for granted. It can change your whole outlook in a instant. I can offer to be a great friend right now, but that is all.

Hopefully that is enough.....

Midnight Howl
Posted:Mar 8, 2021 12:36 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2021 5:04 pm
As I sit here looking out my frontroom window enjoying some time alone on this beautiful spring day my mind goes to you.

A late night trek, you and I. Knowing you only have so much time before we both must go. A balmy summer night, fireflies around, hearing assorted bugs all making their own sounds. Still we sit side side gazing at the moon. Hand n hand, we often sit that way in silence because sometimes we already are in sync with each others feelings and thoughts. You take a step forward and lean down and kiss me deeply and long.

We both want and need each other so badly, and we will please each other soon.
But for this moment you gather me up in your arms and we sway in rhythm to a beautiful melody coming from the radio. You start kissing my neck, slipping my bra strap down on just one side. Kissing my shoulder and then trailing your tongue up the side of my neck. Telling me that you have been thinking about me all day, and I echo the same sentiment.

I shudder because you are starting my internal fires, and you know this. You cup one of my breasts and start playing with the nipple thru the material of my thin dress. Running your hand up under my dress, you already know you will find me with no panties on. I can fell you running your finger lightly along my moist slit.

Mmmmmmm such a delightful daydream. Makes me want to howl at the moon with you very soon.

Enjoy yourself, life is very short.

Does Anyone Read Profiles
Posted:Mar 8, 2021 12:23 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2021 5:04 pm
I do seriosuly wonder in profiles are actually read most men on this site anymore at all.

I digress, let me explain. I am currently not looking at all for a FWB, or what I affectionly call my lover. I have found a most wonderful man who is my endeared FWB. He sees me as more then a sexual roast. He sees me as a completee woman who is also his friend. We enjoy all aspects of life, and even our private life.

As I have written about before "First do no Harm", that means I also care and ensure that his home life is all well, and we both make adjustments to schedules etc as things come up both seen and surprise one.

But I find it irritating and disrespectful when men keep trying to get with me. Trust me, I am loyal woman. As you know I do have my husbands permission though now he greatly regrets it. But I have needs too, and I havew gone a good 20 years waiting and hoping he would become sexually active until he became impotent. Still we could have enjoyed and played in so many ways, but he would not hear of it.

My lover was just a friend until I decided that he would be a very good match for me , and I liked him in general as a person. I will never write about our private times but lets just say I was very well loved. Shown and told, and made to feel like a complete woman.

So please if you read this and you are wanting to get with me. Don't because all I can offer you right now is friendship.

Keep smiling in the sunlight.


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