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Meanwhile Back At The Ranch ..... Intermission
Meanwhile Back At The Ranch ..... Intermission Note to anyone reading "Meanwhile Back To The Ranch" Even though "Meanwhile Back At The Ranch" turned out to be an amazing experience for me and relatively only a short time ago, (over the Xmas Holidays, etc.), most of any relevant dialog is only paraphrased as not noted within my journal. My entries during this time were mostly commentary on emotions, thoughts ... feelings, as there was lots going on that was not what I had ever really experienced before ... lots of thoughts ... feelings. Also, some of it is sorta tedious; boring, if standing alone. But for me, the experience was new, thus only could occur once and the purpose of the narration of it all is that when I read it in a few years, it will bring a smile cause of the recaptured memories I hope it will generate. But to do that, for myself, I have to sorta set the stage of my feelings, etc. at the time. I guess I am writing this mostly for me, of what happened and my emotions ... feelings at the time. So, I write in my blog for several reasons but this multi-part entry is mostly for me. As to the interest of another reading it, well, it is not ever going to get essentially salaciously sensual. On the other hand, it is true. From a potential reader's point of view, while suffering thru the digressions, (which is mostly all of part 2, which I have re-written now a couple of times as it is dull in itself, but it helps me find my place with my emotions, etc. for what happens 'en totale'. So, I will try it a third time ... but beware. Perhaps, aside from myself, perhaps the reader who finds this most interesting would be someone who has experienced a similar situation. That is the secondary purpose of the likes of part 2 as I have tried to incorporate how I thought and felt at the time, as honestly as I can recall, good and bad, with only sketchy notes in my journal. So now you have been warned ....perhaps save this to read when in your dentist's waiting room where it is either this or Mr. Tooth Decay! xox Kaycee. |
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Thanks for the email Kaycee . . . sadly, can't read it, but appreciate the thought.
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