Commitment is key and permanent is needed  

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9/18/2022 4:54 pm
Commitment is key and permanent is needed


I’m a chastity bottom I have no desire to penetrate anything ever again. I don’t even wish to become hard again, for the most part
I’ve achieved my desires, but it’s a tall order to be your own key holder and I do cheat and I hate myself for this to punish myself I do
Swallow my own but I also understand what I miss out on when I unlock.

My master plan was to become an obedient, submissive chastity gurl and after over a year I struggle to get hard, I know my clit has reduced
In size, but I’m looking to further expand the time in Chastity with you as my key holder I know we can and I can’t wait to serve a guys needs
I’m always looking to expand my limits

Just today I made a fuck machine out of a replicating saw and a home made dildo, please see the photo’s, there is a huge difference between
A guys climax which is mostly<b> cock </font></b>related, and there is a sissy climax which is so much more subdued and gentle it’s a feeling that just grows
And is very desirable, have to say I was very nervous today the saw seemed to go a lot faster than I remembered I inserted the dildo as far as I was able before backing of somewhat then I switched it on.

I didn’t need to be nervous the moment it switched on I was in the zone I felt my limp clit producing pre-cum my panties were soaked within moments
And pressure built I remember anal climaxing at least five times, if I’m honest I’m not sure if I sissy climaxed but after the event I felt relieved and my panties were soaked I need this in my life

But I want more I need to be managed frustration is my thing and I need you to control this I also desire permanent, things you can’t dismiss like puffy boobs no hiding them growing on your chest, and maybe castration, your love me for this I will become obedient, submissive and weak

So as a chastity gurl I know what a guy seeks and I seek the same, I know transition isn’t likely to be easy and any Daddy has things they expect I do accept what I am and you might like BDSM or Kinky things I accept my fate!

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