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Sometimes.... Sometimes I really miss talking the Hippie. Especially days like today. The Downstairs Neighbors woke up at midnight last night with their loud gaming and yelling "I got it! I got it!" Got what???? Got a pissed off upstairs neighbor that's about pound your fucking door down and knock the shit out of you? Yes you do!! And that, my friends, is the beginning of the end for . I've literally been up since midnight last night and I am now at the end of my 'give a shit'. Even now, as I sit here typing this, I can hear Mrs. Wolowitz down there having a conversation, word for word.... What is wrong with her??? Someone snip those goddamn vocal cords like they do with those dogs that bark too much! I miss the way I could call him up on days like today and just..... Tal I could talk about the things that bothered , and tell him about the crazy moments that happened during the day, and laugh about the fact that I dropped a peanut down my shirt at some point this morning and it didn't fall out until several hours later when I was talking the New Guy. "Hey, you dropped something." "What?" "You dropped something." "I don't have anything, I think you're losing it." "Nope, it's right here." Bending down, the New Guy picked up a peanut and held it up the light look at it. I recognized it instantly. I'd eaten one of those peanut packages out of the vending machine earlier, I had have dropped one down my shirt. "Oh good God, it's not a fucking diamond. It's a peanut. Big deal." He would have laughed and said 'leave it the crumb catchers'. Alas, here I now sit, holding it all in. Feeling lonely, feeling teary eyed...... Feeling like, if I disappeared today, would anyone even notice? Ugh...... |
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DISCLAIMER. Influenced by a hypnogogic state. Secret_Lade The currents harmonized In rose colored horizons - A structure of marble Ornate - In her observer eyes. Leaving shadows on the soul of nature. As waves introduced themselves To stones that seemed To measure the shapes of eternity. The sky transitioned to indigo She arose. Nature followed the lines of her silhouette. Shaped in the visage of a rose. As shifting currents Collected in the indentations Of her footprints She is a lady. Secret_Lade 
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DISCLAIMER. Influenced by a hypnogogic state. Secret_Lade The currents harmonized In rose colored horizons - A structure of marble Ornate - In her observer eyes. Leaving shadows on the soul of nature. As waves introduced themselves To stones that seemed To measure the shapes of eternity. The sky transitioned to indigo She arose. Nature followed the lines of her silhouette. Shaped in the visage of a rose. As shifting currents Collected in the indentations Of her footprints She is a lady. Secret_Lade *. *. *
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I hope it gets better for you. I will miss you. I enjoy reading your Blogs, they put a smile on my face and a laugh or two in my soul. The Light is shinning and she is lonely and waiting in the darkness. 
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You are awesome. Ive heard hypnogogic states are good for creativity. Maybe this is incorrect. Oh, and.... Thank you for telling me I'm awesome. 
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Hey My Sexy Secret, .........I for one would Miss the Shit out of You!........If you need someone to talk to about anything and everything I can promise that I have an understanding ear,.........Meanwhile, Feel Better!.......... Sinfully Yours, backpocket13
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You are awesome. Ive heard hypnogogic states are good for creativity. Maybe this is incorrect. *. *. *
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Hey My Sexy Secret, .........I for one would Miss the Shit out of You!........If you need someone to talk to about anything and everything I can promise that I have an understanding ear,.........Meanwhile, Feel Better!.......... Sinfully Yours, backpocket13
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You are missing connection!!! I know how you feel!!!  
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We like your funny, scatty rambling posts Sorry that you're missing the hippie hippie sheikh. Yes, rumour has it, he's emigrated to the Sahara 
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Dearie me, can your building manager not do something about her? She's a f'n nightmare! But you shouldn't have to be suffering that! Maybe McNew Guy will come good? And please don't be thinking you wouldn't be missed! That makes no sense whatsoever! Gorgeous scatter girl that you are! Eeek! I'm going to keep calling every single day this is an issue.
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Some days are hard, some are harder. This place, for all of it's glitches and jerk-offs, (there's one now!) gives us a place where we can release some of the things we can't talk about in real life. I hope you stay.
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You are missing connection!!! I know how you feel!!!
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We like your funny, scatty rambling posts Sorry that you're missing the hippie hippie sheikh. Yes, rumour has it, he's emigrated to the Sahara 
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Dearie me, can your building manager not do something about her? She's a f'n nightmare! But you shouldn't have to be suffering that! Maybe McNew Guy will come good? And please don't be thinking you wouldn't be missed! That makes no sense whatsoever! Gorgeous scatter girl that you are!
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3/18/2021 3:50 am |
Some days are hard, some are harder. This place, for all of it's glitches and jerk-offs, (there's one now!) gives us a place where we can release some of the things we can't talk about in real life. I hope you stay.
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Lack of sleep caused a really rough day yesterday.... I think my scattered and rambly post is proof of that! Yikes! Nothing like visual proof of an exhaustion breakdown to bolster the ego... LOL It was one of those moments where I could have used an ear to tell my woes, only, well, you know.... There isn't one. Oh well, today is a new day.
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While it may not count , I’d miss you. I look forward to your blog and enjoy the funny stuff and sigh at the sad things. Disappearing is something I excel at by the way. You’re not the only one who misses someone or feels like turtling might be a great idea. Chin up. You’re never alone.
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While it may not count , I’d miss you. I look forward to your blog and enjoy the funny stuff and sigh at the sad things. Disappearing is something I excel at by the way. You’re not the only one who misses someone or feels like turtling might be a great idea. Chin up. You’re never alone. My name is MrWrong and I approved this comment
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I'd be happy af
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A couple of valium, two glasses of wine 🍷 🍷, and cotton balls in your ears and the world disappears... until the next morning. ❗❗😎 If you're lucky 🍀... 😊
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3/17/2021 5:23 pm |
I'd be happy af
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A couple of valium, two glasses of wine 🍷 🍷, and cotton balls in your ears and the world disappears... until the next morning. ❗❗😎 If you're lucky 🍀... 😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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