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Best of both worlds? Pffft...doesn't exist
Best of both worlds? Pffft...doesn't exist Sorry I haven't been blogging a lot lately. I've just been real busy. And, more accurately, less inspired to blog. Maybe that's why everything's going downhill...maybe this...is more than just catharsis. Hmm... The last few weeks has been an emotional rollercoaster of a nightmare. The bf and I are still constantly fighting. I still can't seem to find a way to tell him about the other side of my life that I have led and is still leading even after we've been going out. I have thus, decided that I'd just keep it my secret. I think he knows that I'm not being 100% truthful about a few things in my life, and I'm pretty sure he doesn't suspect that it involves me seeing other people. So last night, was one of the rare nights that he was over and we ended up talking about many things, some of which were the cause of our fights over the last few weeks, and it didn't end up in us screaming at each other. I guess we are both calmer after cumming. Then again, aren't we all.. We were both laying in bed, still panting, and I was exhausted. I had spent Thursday night with one of my ex bf in a hotel room in town. Long story short, we had started confiding in each other our problems of late and it had somewhat ended up in a late dinner on Thursday night, and then hotel. But anyhow, Friday morning, I had texted mr married, and he called back (as per our usual arrangement). So I told him where I was, and asked if he could swing by my place to pick up some documents I needed for work, and if he could also bring a new set of clothes for me. (We DO work together....plus I didn't know who else to call ) He showed up late morning, by which the ex bf had already left. Mr married, as always, tactfully asked some questions and I answered as best I could. He then asked if I could call the front desk to arrange for a late checkout. I was quite surprised by his suggestion, and I did, and we ended up spending the day in the hotel room, and didn't even bother going into work. I was half expecting some form of lecture from him but...he surprised me in more ways than one. And he's been doing that a lot of late too. It's a nice surprise By the time I left the hotel, it was early evening and I went straight home. I did just spend the entire day fucking.. And burning a heck of a lot of calories, I'd suspect. I got home, was halfway through doing my laundry when the bf called, saying he was on his way and we had to talk. I thought, greeeaat. There goes my plans to rest. He came by, surprised me with dinner and wine, and we did talk. It was getting heated up at some point, and I told him I needed to take a break from our talk. I went to shower and he jumped in with me. I really wasn't planning on getting it on with him but...ah well, you know how these things can get. Guess I have a soft spot He made me cum once in the bathroom before carrying me in to the bedroom, and we went for a few rounds there too. SO yeah, back to us laying in bed, panting. We started talking and he somehow came to the conclusion that I still had things I wasn't ready to tell. I actually WAS ready to tell him but I just know he wouldn't take very well to it. Anyway. He had come to the conclusion that he'd give me space to deal with what I had to deal with cos we are both trying to make this work. I'm like...ummm...ok. I wanted to add on to it but, just somehow, didn't. Doesn't help that I'm still feeling guilty as hell. (At one point, he was saying he can't even remember the time when he came three times a night. I just kept quiet cos I was up to my 12th climax by the time..) So there you go. My last couple of weeks. Emotionally, a fucking train wreck...and leading a somewhat double life. Sexually though, it's been smoking hot! LOL Now add that into the dilemma....what a mess... |
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Dear partygald, What a long hiatus. Welcome back. Glad that you had finally cumming back again.... I have been travelling quite a lot of late.....would be nice if we could cum and catch up more. Cheers...partygald. Play SAFE.... Stay in touch!
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10/4/2014 2:58 am |
Ass boobs and a pretty face best of all worlds
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Interesting post and beautiful write up My opinion is choose what you believe would satisfy you and don't compromise if you think it's right
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Welcome back after a long hiatus. Just a quick pointer... there are some secrets that's meant to be carried to the grave unless you are very sure your other half are actually having the double life as you do. But at the back of the head, what happens when he eventually caught you red handed? Where will it end?
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Fascinating. Glad you're not making rash decisions. This is the dilemma everyone faces and there's no right or wrong answer. What works for some people won't necessarily work for you and vice versa.
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