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Unconditional? Hmm...anal sex and nipples. Yea...
Unconditional? Hmm...anal sex and nipples. Yea... Damn I'm tired. There was a point I had wanted to bring up in here but I've put it off for so long, now I can't really remember what it was Ah well...I was thinking about this yesterday. Ok, this is real opportunistic cos I had a huge fight with the gf last night. But anyhow, I was thinking - the only form of real, unconditional love exists, probably, between parent and . Even that, we see many cases of never being so. But between spouses, be it married, dating or whatever rocks your fancy that lies in between, there really isn't. Love is usually, not unconditional. The first condition, is usually, the idea that the person has to return that love. THere are a hosts of other conditions, but you get what I mean. FOr a lot of us, (present company sooooo included) we manage to love someone to a point where we can't, or more accurately, decide that enough is enough, and go "well fuck that!". I suppose for some people, this information, or way you look at it, is common knowledge. I guess this is the first time I'm seeing it like this. In any case, its a major breakthrough to me. Uh..what else..oh! Right. Anal sex. It's been a long while since I've dabbled at it. (Well, since the last bf). A few months ago, I was on a work trip and made a little detour before flying home to join Mr Married for a weekend of humps and thrusts. It was our first humpitty hump weekend in about a year and a half, maybe. And since I had split with the last bf, this was to be my first male sexual encounter since. (My whole swearing off males for awhile thing...don't remember? Well nevermind then) So we met up and got down and dirty really quickly. Mr Married has never been..well, he has never asked or suggested anal sex but of all times, he did. I wasn't really...well, wasn't prepared for that at all, but was kinda intrigued by his sudden surprise suggestion, and well, when you're in the middle of it and horny, you'd be surprised at what you let slide So yea, we had anal sex. He was slow and gentle and all but ever since, i can't remember when, I kinda blacked out for a few seconds when I felt his dick slid into my ass. Which kinda surprised me. Well, cos this wasn't my first roller derby, so to speak, and it hasn't happened in awhile. But anyways, he was a little awkward, and it was, inevitably messy (yea, the truth about anal sex ) but heck, it was enjoyable That, was a fun weekend. I see him a few times a week but we've not been intimate since so....we'll see if he insinuates it again Uh...what else, what else...yea. I'm still constantly surprised at how uncomfortable people get with nipples. Was out over the weekend and the gf and I (before our epic fight) were out walking her dog. It was mid morning and I had thrown on a tshirt and shorts without any underwear cos we were just gonna walk around her area. I get some stares, I do. But a lot of them were stariing like I was carrying dolphin. Like really? Felt like it anyway. Them staring, not me carrying a dolphin...oh nvm. Which got me thinking, why do guys even have nipples? Ok, aside from sucking on them. Like really? What function do they serve? And a few weeks back, someone actually came up to me to ask why I even bothered wearing anything at all when I was out by a pool in my mini bikini. I told him simply that it makes me feel sexy. And that's the truth. Cos frankly, my minis aren't meant to cover much. But I like the way it feels on me and I actually like the tan lines I get. I mean, what other reason could it be? Of course, he thought it was to put on a show (how typical, right? And to be fair, not everyone thinks like that. Only selected idiots) Ok, random sporadic thinking done. Til next time. Thanks for reading. Hope you get laid |
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Wonderful rambling ideas. You make a good screen writer. Now, about your last suggestion, yup! Everything laid to rest! In peace or piss! 😜😜😛 Fun and Pleasure in Sunny Side Singapore. Come visit my blog and let's chat and explore.
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Interesting! It's your life and your earn the rights to do what you want.
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i love dolphins!!! pink ones especially.. hahaha.. take care!!! cheers!!
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I've met women with gorgeous eyes, I assume you have too, and you just can't stop staring. It's sort of the same thing with guy's looking at women's nipples A woman is the most beautiful work of living art
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