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not Mainstream
Posted:Mar 2, 2021 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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Mainstream

So I understand what I offer isn’t mainstream in fact it’s discouraged maybe you can explain why? During a vasectomy the tubes are cut so what is the difference?
I so love feeling frustrated I love the fact for the most part I can’t act as , if and when I can I swallow what I deliver
I see gurls castrated all the time so I don’t really see the problem. And to be fair this is very much my problem, sure I don’t know what it feels like to desire nothing
But for me I can’t wait, frustration has served me well, I love I can’t jerk off I love how bad I feel when I can’t I feel blessed to feel bad about this but feel like I need
To encounter the next level, I dream of waking up feminine maybe you can make my dream a reality? I have no clue to what I will feel like after this event
But I know after I will feel feminine I know my lust will be removed and I expect to become so much more feminine
I know without my boys I will become more submissive and my body will change I will develop breasts and have less body hair, can’t double guess what your into
For me it’s bondage, wax and spanking, I know I need to be your everything ! so I’m up for this change are you?
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So some times you just have to accept your destiny
Posted:Mar 1, 2021 5:14 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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So I guess I never thought I would become who I am now, this all started as a kinky way of getting off just fun really
Over the years this turned into all but normal to stuff, I discovered chastity years ago I wear it because I love
The feeling of being frustrated, I also discovered anal once you discover the joy of anal not sure there is any going back
I wouldn’t ever describe myself as passable so I’ve enjoyed dressing and anal in plain view, you see I do this normal
Wear, my chastity is somewhat extreme locks my clit into around an inch, it’s easy to wear normal guys wear
As I discovered anal I also wear a expandable butt plug, getting it inserted is a challenge but once in it won’t fall this
Can also be worn normal wear. So I go in chastity and with a butt plug inserted
Feel like I wish I would be discovered in stockings suspenders and in my frustrated self and have a guy take advantage of
I’m sure the stocking elastic has given away my deepest darkest desire many times, in winter its easy in summer so much harder
So what do I want? Much the same as I do now but to be able to flash a whole lot more flesh!
There are many words for what I have become but I choose gurl. I know I will never be a I so love the feminine form I want
Just to become the gurl of a guys desire, I know what gets you going and I know what you desire I want to become more feminine
And most of all I want to use my body to serve a guy!!
I’ve pierced my own nipples would welcome you piecing my tongue to further your oral experience, happy to kneel before you and
Accept anything you deliver and forward to seeing your as you climax in my mouth
I also forward to feeling your hardness seeking my bio pussy as a gurl I desire this so much, I just want for you desire as
Female can’t wait to flash more skin, in sexy underwear, do you desire as female? Will you help remove my desire?
I can’t help who I am but I’m sure I can please you, I want to submit to your desire please remove my lust yes i’m talking castration
Render sissy and allow to serve you
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Whole new mindset
Posted:Feb 25, 2021 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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So chastity is a wonderful devise focus your mind, It’s only when you can’t have something you desire it all the more, thankfully there is another way for a gurl
Don’t know about you but for me my desire is such I’m keen, the point of climax once I have it’s all over I’m done!

Thankfully I found an anal climax it’s much the same as a normal one, the difference is it keeps giving, all the time my prostrate is stimulated the orgasm continues
So it’s just so much more desirable

Seems me I would be happy swap what I used enjoy for what I do now, so like everything I have options sure I could remain in chastity and enjoy what I desire
My chastity device is somewhat extreme, the simple act of adding glue the lock would keep me locked as long as you desire

The prospect of this is very desirable, so I started think what could I over? Seems mw e guys want just two things oral and penetrating sex, with this in mind I started
train myself this way of life, just like you I watch clips and soon realised that even gurls won’t swallow, feel like if you go all the trouble of becoming a gurl the least
You can do is act as a keen gurl, so once in a while I unlock myself and it happens I climax as a guy, so when I do I recycle this and swallow my own, so I’m sure I can accept
All you can deliver and swallow what you deliver

So anal climax is what I choose I’ve only gone so far with this I’ve used toys to climax a few times, I suspect what with your desire and lust I could encounter even more
Once you climax in my mouth let’s play a little till your recovered then all I ask is you use my bio pussy till you’re done!

It seems to me that chastity works a treat but always wanting more feel like castration is my way forward, this removes anything male and make me serve you as female
Sure it’s somewhat extreme but this is what I desire

With my love of dressing and my desire to become feminine I’m sure you will enjoy me, no makeup in the world will make me passable but the lack of testosterone will render
Me female, I will develops breasts and will become a more feminine object of your desire, I would love for you to accept me as is but I could wear a feminine mask or gimp mask

So my balls are no longer needed will you remove my boys for your enjoyment, I have no clue as to how I will feel after castration but I’m into giving this a go,
So for me it’s not so much what I need to suffer to become your gurl it’s about getting there !!

Like what you hear then lets talk can’t wait to discover the feminine me and encountering your lust and desire !!
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Not sure my ideal guy is out there
Posted:Feb 22, 2021 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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I seek a a guy who knows what he wants but also respects my limits, someone who will work with me turn into the gurl of your dreams
You need to be strict and firm yet understanding but also willing to expand my limits
I know what I desire isn’t mainstream yet I know it’s very desirable for the right guy, I know and understand you want to be dominant, that’s fine with
because I’m submissive, In fact I’m willing have you remove my desire once and for all, seems either way this is done I will need someone
fix up afterwards, cutting would be my first choice, but would consider chastity and injections then would need fixing up, banding would be my
Last choice and I would need fixing afterwards, I know and understand this doesn’t come easy seems like any which way isn’t very desirable.

But a gurl has do what she has too to achieve her goal, So I hear you say what’s in it for you? This is a fair question so here goes !!

Over the I’ve felt blessed have encountered an anal climax, my and my expectation made swallow my own, chastity made apricate
The joy of anal without receiving anything for myself, my love of dressing made appreciate the joy of flashing so much more skin than ever before

So now I look forward my next step, I want become female or at least a sissy, can’t wait dress sexy for you would love be locked into feminine attire
And used as sissy, frustration only goes so far I need more!

Can’t be sure what your plans for are, but if they include removing the last part of , and use as feminine if you want enjoy as female and want
help get there then we should talk, right now I have both nipples priced would welcome my tongue being pierced to offer you better oral

So I’m a submissive I know this I’m into dressing sexy, I’m also into being used as a gurl, this isn’t about my wants and desires my hope is that once my boys
Are removed I will feel noting, my only job is to please you my man, so I look forward to fixing my makeup dressing real sexy but most of all becoming the object
Of your desire, can you will you help?
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this is me life is short
Posted:Feb 20, 2021 5:25 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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Frustration is so desirable, makes you desire something you can’t have but my choices have made me all but impotent, this removes your desire once and for all
I know this seems somewhat extreme but I do feel like this shows my commitment to this way of life, I also feel like I shouldn’t be able to get hard my clit should
Remain limp regardless of stimulation, so from that forward the way to reach climax is via anal
Rendered impotent I become your play thing, how we play is up to you, for me I forward to flashing a whole lot of flesh, dressing as you please and just being
There to please you, I have both nipples pierced, maybe you will like to pierce my tongue so I can better please you during oral?
So here comes the million dollar question how do I get to this state, so for me by far the best is just to be cut, the other option is injections while still in chastity at first
I thought not but this does appeal as over the weeks your be killing my desire, least appealing is banding but again maybe while banded I could encounter injections
I fully understand these are your choices and I will accept anything desires.
I’m very open minded as to the way you desire to use , I’m very much into kinky so bondage, nipple play, wax, fisting, spanking almost anything goes. I know I have no
Right to request anything, I what you to know that I don’t mind, don’t mind if you plan to bring bulls home, don’t mind if you dress me up and have me serve drinks
At a party, don’t mind if you plan to share me, so will you render as impotent for your enjoyment?
I can’t double guess what you desire or want but I do know I’m ready to embark in this way of life, dressing has been a huge part of my life, I love the little things like painting
My nails, mascara, flashing flesh, makeup everything is new and exciting I’m keen to enjoy the new me!
Some would say that no one in there right mind would desire this, but I’ve seen many shemales with a scar between their butt and pussy and I find it very sexy and desirable
So what you waiting for transform me into the gurl you desire and you won’t regret it, I was born to serve a male are you my ?
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born into the wrong body
Posted:Feb 19, 2021 5:19 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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I’ve always thought I was born into the wrong body, from an early age I’ve dressed and enjoyed it for myself, but of late in my later years this wasn’t enough
So I started to wear chastity I so love how wearing it makes so frustrated, I like that when I’m locked up I’m forced to sit to this is huge can’t tell you
How feminine I feel with such a small change.

Chastity it’s self is so humbling not do you have to sit to , but getting an erection is no longer desirable with the extreme chastity I wear it’s still posable
To become hard but instead everything is forced inside you,

So you can’t just dabble with this stuff actions have consequences and now I struggle to get hard, when I’m the point of no return it not quite so easy, normally
I do manage to jerk off but I tend to be limp, I do this in the shower on tip toes and with an object inside ,

So I started to think maybe I need a guy to do this for , you see I enjoy an anal climax so much more than a normal one, it’s the gift that keeps giving so I though
How could I make this happen, I remembered that oral for me was a plus so when I felt the need to climax I did and I would swallow whatever I delivered

So part one is complete I will be able to go down on you and swallow my reward, so what is next after you humiliate me by ejaculating in my mouth, your going to want
To use me as a gurl, I’ve saved myself for you thus far I’ve had toys inside , I’ve loved feeling full and empty once your gone, and the joy I’ve felt being full

So from what I’ve read it will take a couple of years to complete my transformation once I’ve been castrated so my question to you is do you require a submissive sissy
Will you castrate , during my transformation will you use as female? Castration will remove my desire it will also render sissy before long the effects will shape
The person I will become, I will develop boobs, hair on my head will increase body hair will reduce

I know the risks and accept then and forward to the first time I have to accept a guys load and swallow what you deliver, also really want to feel your hardness in my
Crack seeking it’s goal, feel like once your in ball deep I will just become the object of your desire.

I know castration is extreme but it changes me from a guy into the gurl you desire in time the sissy you desire too, castration will remove my desire enhance breast development
Will you develop me into who I want to become?
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The next step
Posted:Feb 18, 2021 5:13 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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I love dressing sexy and I love the feeling of frustration, not sure many guys would say the lack of being able get hard is a plus
But for things just seem have fallen into place, I love feeling frustrated in fact I’ve lived this way for ages
My dream day in locked in chastity with a butt plug inserted and just get on with my day, you see I love the feeling of being frustrated
And I love to feel filled and gaping
So my quest is to become more feminine I can be all the girl you desire without the mood swings and always up for it
I really would like to see what I become, thus far chastity has been my friend hormones have all but ripped me of a climax
For this is very normal as a gurl who wouldn’t be excited at the prospect of developing boobs and puffy nipples?
I know and understand my whole mindset will be affected this deal isn’t for the faint hearted this is all or nothing right now no
Feeling is what I desire, I know my trade is somewhat extreme but I will trade what I am now for a feminine form
So my question you will you accept as I am and further feminise just for your enjoyment and embrace me as female?
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What I seek
Posted:Feb 13, 2021 6:02 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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So guys thanks if you feel like I sexy as that is my desire for sure, if I turn you on I’m thankful but I’m not looking for a bunk up
Hell if I was my search would have been over no sooner that it started, you see I’m not looking for a fling just an investment

I know more than most that I’m about to undertake a journey and for better or worse it one I need to take for me and me alone
With luck you will want to come with me, but Rome wasn’t built in a and transformation to female is much the same

Chastity is a real game changer you see as a budding gurl you can’t underestimate the joy of frustration or how humbling it is to have
To sit too , for these have been huge milestones, something I would like to work on.

Despite my age I wish to be female this started years ago when I went to bed and wished I would wake up female since then I know
My dream is achievable but takes commitment, thus far I’ve worn chastity love frustration, used toys enjoyed them inside me and felt
Empty without them, I’ve taken hormones to reduce my desire and want to reduce it further

So I know what you want and desire and I desire this also right from the start I will offer you what you need and expect, but I hope you
Desire more I hope your desire me with boobs and puffy nipples I also want you to take charge

For me it’s a trip into the unknown an exciting time, for you it just another nothing changes for you, so my question to you is will you
Enjoy what you have for now while further feminising , and just enjoy the gurl I want and desire to be?
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Chastity
Posted:Feb 9, 2021 5:04 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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So chastity is a wonderful thing it has the ability focus your mind of one thing and one thing only, that is climax and the fact you can’t makes you frustrated
Frustration makes you do things you wouldn’t normally, getting aroused is chastity isn’t very desirable, with the extreme chastity I wear any excitement tries
Escape but is restricted so everything is extended but for the most part everything is forced inwards, this isn’t pleasant but does mean your less likely get excited
In the first place.

I wear chastity a lot I love the feeling of frustration in fact I love it! The main problem with chastity is that it’s not very hygienic so every now and then it needs be
Removed for cleaning, being my own keyholder this is when I tend cheat

One huge bonus is that while I’m in chastity I have sit pee, you can’t underestimate how humbling this is, for this is yet another bonus so my mindset is I want
dress and feel feminine and having sit pee may not seem a huge thing but it is.

So being my own keyholder when things get really interesting and I’m at my most frustrated and need clean myself I tend do this in the shower, my use of hormones
And chastity means that when I cheat I do on tip toes in the shower with a shampoo bottle inserted and for the most part I climax limp.

So in chastity my go to place is toys I’ve found an anal climax is so much better than a conventual one, an anal climax is much like a normal one but it’s the gift that keeps giving
But I only go so far and stop, I just imagine how it would feel to become the object of a guys desire, he would stop me cheating increasing my frustration and my guess is that
Being the object of your desire, you will allow me to clean myself, then tease me before locking me up again further frustrating me, not to mention having to accept your lust
I don’t control your lust and desire this is taken from me and I’m just the object of your desire until your spent

So I won’t lie this is so desirable I need a guy inside me I need to suffer everything he can deliver would also like to be restrained while you enjoy me

With my love of chastity I just wonder where we can go from here. For me I want to remove the constrains of chastity and the way I see things is removal of my desire once and
For all, yes I’m talking castration, sure I understand this isn’t something advisable nor safe but this would be my next step,

So what I look for in a guy is a pulse a sexual desire and the willingness to remove my desire once and for all, during I like feel full up and after I feel empty. Make a happy
Gurl and make wear a butt plug so I gape for you all the time,

I so understand this is huge and a life changing event but trust me I’m up for anything you desire. Baby or I’m into kinky I only desire to serve a . I won’t object you inviting
Another guy home, I want serve sissy and don’t care what it takes become your gurl your sissy

Spunky kisses Sam
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This isn’t normal
Posted:Feb 8, 2021 5:14 pm
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2021 5:26 pm
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I know my desire isn’t normal some would say strange, even I don’t understand myself, I’ve not been touched other than toys
But I know what I like, I want to go all extreme all I seek is a kinky guy you see I need to become the object of a guys desire
My main problem is everyone desires something different, think we can agree we both seek a kinky gurl
Question is I’m willing to become the gurl of your desire I accept anything you desire, so I know this isn’t going to be desirable
I do understand this may be painful, so my deal is remove my desire I won’t object one bit and once the deed is done I will be
Rendered sissy, with my desire removed this will render me, nullo neither boy or gurl, so I know this won’t be a easy ride
Your going to expand my limits this won’t come easy either, My role won’t be easy and sure there are obstacles we have to
Cross, but whatever your need I will provide what you desire. What with my new body and my desire won’t be a day your
Going to regret your choice I will enjoy your cock
i know this trip isn't going to be easy on me this said ii'm as ready as i can be i want to submit to your desire can you say the same?
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Spit or swallow?
Posted:Feb 7, 2021 5:55 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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Seems me that the whole process of transforming is a huge deal, I see these clips of gurls they are able act as normal but have boobs so they have the best of both worlds I guess
And my guess is that most of you guys wish receive and well as being feminine
This is so well and good but why would you go all that pain and effort just spit? Surly you would embrace your new body and swallow
Someone once said me there should only be one erect cock in any bedroom, for me being a sissy is everything you see I desire anal only and I will swallow all you can deliver and enjoy
It…
Chastity has changed my life for the better gone are the days I allow my desire lead me, the fact I have sit pee can’t be underestimated this is a huge deal and makes you change
The way you feel and is very humbling, who knew such a small thing would make such a change in mindset?

In chastity your desire is rewarded with pain while wearing so extreme chastity desire is forced within this is painful say the least

But my guess is that I will need suffer before I encounter climax, but as a sissy I understand its not the main event but what goes on before, build up is everything the expectation may be
More than the main event!!

So however you get there I’m your gurl, if you’re the kind of guy who wants me for yourself, set up a fucking machine behind me and make me go down on you, want share me with others
Then I don’t mind well serve you both, or make me watch

I know and understand this trip isn’t about enjoyment I know this is about suffering and my desire I only want be used as sissy I desire be locked into sissy underwear, skirts and or heals
So want to embrace me as sissy

Anything goes once my desire is gone. Want to remove my desire?
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Bitter sweet
Posted:Feb 6, 2021 5:49 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 11:15 am
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So for me chastity has been such an eye opener, at first I just dabbled in anal in fact at the start it wasn’t that enjoyable if I’m honest, but for reasons unknown even me I kept trying
After time it got easier, till one day something happened and I encountered an anal climax
So anal removed my desire in a moment I inserted anything within me I went limp and after this it was all about anal, it’s like a normal climax that just keeps giving once you encounter one
That feeling just goes on and it’s mind blowing and so desirable.
So I’ve never been one go into anything half measures, feel like either your in or out, this isn’t something you can dabble in these are life changing events.

With my love of all I have encountered I looked to find a mate, after ages I found a guy he was new to this and wanted an assurance I wouldn’t desire anything myself during our meet, so my
Desire took over I needed to feel a guy use me while I dressed but in chastity so he was in control

So my first device was a CB600 nothing exciting but did it’s job for sure you see when you a deprived of something your desire this more, in chastity I desired sex from the moment I was locked
Into it, at this point frustration became my friend. Can’t tell you what a plus frustration felt like, now I was no longer able to act as a male but desired sex so much and needed a guy to do this
For me. But for me this was never enough so I purchase a device that retrained me further, this restricted me to the point of all but nothing

So with this chastity fitted forced any excitement inside me, I won’t lie getting excited was no longer enjoyable in fact was painful but I embraced this feeling
Something unexpected came out of chastity. I had to sit to pee sure this isn’t a huge deal itself but for a sissy it’s a huge deal and so humbling sitting to pee has been my most desirable thing thus far

So what I seek is a guy who will take charge sure what I desire is extreme, but if you want to remove my desire I’m in I know and understand for me life won’t ever be the same also know there maybe
Pain during this progress, won’t object to anything you desire
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Girls and boys
Posted:Feb 5, 2021 5:04 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2021 1:59 am
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So in this world there are boys and girls and those who life one live wishing they were something else. That’s me you see I’m a guy but I desire be female
I don’t expect you understand not sure I do most of the time, I feel like a victim of myself

I’ve dressed from an early age for the most part it was for my enjoyment, but I wanted more so I experimented at first everything felt wrong, your arse is an out
Thing, inserting things in there wasn’t normal at

At first it didn’t feel normal I’m not sure it was even very enjoyable but I did continue and I grew like it, then one day things changed I felt something some thing
I had not before, during I felt a head rush. In fact it was very desirable

So I discovered an anal climax this is so much better than a guys climax at this point I was sold anal, with my love of dressing and my new love of anal not sure where
This was taking . Quite by chance I encountered chastity and I love the feeling of being frustrated

So for female is everything for it’s the small things like nails. Who can function wearing theseyou ? Lets not mention being smooth I so want become your sissy

Everything sissy excites me. Please remove my balls I no longer wish be male. They say removal makes become more submissive and renders you a sissy

So this is what I desire I want become the object of a guys desire I want become your sissy. Want for you strip me of my balls and render me your sissy
I make no excuse my feelings

I know what yougurl desire for years I’ve swallowed my own, I know your desire me as female thus far I’ve enjoyed toys expand my limits to make me your gurl

So in this world there are boys and girls and those who life one live wishing they were something else. That’s me you see I’m a guy but I desire to be female
I don’t expect you to understand not sure I do most of the time, I feel like a victim of myself

I’ve dressed from an early age for the most part it was for my enjoyment, but I wanted more so I experimented at first everything felt wrong, your arse is a out
Thing, inserting things in there wasn’t normal at all

At first it didn’t feel normal I’m not sure it was even very enjoyable but I did continue and I grew to like it, then one day things changed I felt something some thing
I had not before, during I felt a head rush. In fact it was very desirable

So I discovered an anal climax this is so much better than a guys climax at this point I was sold anal, with my love of dressing and my new love of anal not sure where
This was taking . Quite by chance I encountered chastity and I love the feeling of being frustrated

So for female is everything for it’s the small things like nails. Who can function wearing these, you ? Lets not mention being smooth I so want become your sissy

Everything sissy excites me. Please remove my balls I no longer wish be male. They say removal makes become more submissive and renders you a sissy

So this is what I desire I want become the object of a guys desire I want become your sissy. Want for you strip of my balls and render your sissy
I make no excuse my feelings

I know what you desire for years I’ve swallowed my own, I know your desire as female thus far I’ve enjoyed toys expand my limits to make your gurl
do feel that if Daddy has taken that time climax the least i could do is swallow anything you deliver !!

I'm not the Jealous type so bring other guys home, make me watch or even include me, I'm into bondage light BDSM and lots more stuff I've not even thought of yet I'm sure...... drop me a line maybe

happy to relocate
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