So strange on the other side
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Posted:Sep 16, 2022 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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Walk some steps in her shoes and your whole world changes, itâÂÂs true both sexes are different sure we can both agree on that
And we crave different things, a guy for the most part is driven by a desire to breed with others
Whereas a gurl may want and desire the same thing she is driven by commitment and loyalty looking in from the other side I donâÂÂt
Really grasp how boys and girls get together at all.
Chastity taught my the joy of frustration and soon the reality that to achieve what I really need is via penetration so here is the problem
Thanks Guys no shortage of offers but IâÂÂm seeking the right guy and here is the problem
Sorry guys donâÂÂt get me wrong I love talking to you and you do turn me on I know because my panties get wet but IâÂÂm seeking the one, a guy
Who respects where IâÂÂm at, and wants to help me towards womanhood.
By womanhood I mean being dressed feminine full time in chastity and to serve a guys needs I am totally bottom and never wish to penetrate
anything ever again,
once I knew I was a submissive I have trained myself for the day I may have to do this for real, if I unlocked myself I would swallow my seed and
IâÂÂve done miles on dildos so I can be as ready as I can be, but I need a guys lust inside me and I need to swallow your seed before we start because
ThatâÂÂs what you expect from a gurl right?
I am a submissive sissy IâÂÂm into kinky so anything kinky is a whole plus, as your submissive gurl IâÂÂm looking to you to further feminise me please or just keep me as your chastity submissive slave I canâÂÂt guess what you desire
One thing I have on my side is that I remain a cock virgin if you want to make me your gurl please state what you expect canâÂÂt wait to become the object of your desire !!
spunky kisses Sam
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IâÂÂm flattered I really am, I love all the mails telling me how sexy I look and how you want to use
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Posted:Sep 15, 2022 5:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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Baby IâÂÂm really encouraged when I get mails to say how sexy I look and what you might like to do to me, and if and when we talk, I wonâÂÂt lie you make my panties damp you are naughty boys for sure!!!
IâÂÂm a chastity gurl after just over a year of self-imposed chastity if I get limp itâÂÂs a good day, trying to climax limp is like next to impossible
Chastity and frustration is now my life but I want more, to be kept as feminine full time either in chastity or as a castrated gurl for your enjoyment
It isnâÂÂt fair but itâÂÂs life if a guy plays around he is classed as a hero and if a gurl plays around she is a slut, IâÂÂm so excited about cock I need to suck one and have it shoot itâÂÂs load in my mouth, and IâÂÂm excited to feel your harness inside me but IâÂÂm not a slut!!
So if you want to keep me as your sissy slave in chastity or if you want to castrate me please I will feel like I have saved myself for you and I will be happy to have you penetrate me
My dream would be to be dressed as a bride and have you burdizzo me then that will be a night to remember for sure
spunky kisses Sam
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IâÂÂm a blank canvas whatâÂÂs next for me?
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Posted:Sep 11, 2022 4:24 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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Well one thing I know for sure is that I only wish to exist as Feminine
As a starting point IâÂÂm a chastity gurl I wear chastity most of the time this makes me very frustrated and very much into serving a guy as a gurl
As the song goes if you like it, you should put a ring in it, so at very least I would expect any guy to pierce me (PA) to further lock me into my chastity to make it permanent, keeping my boys will make it harder for hormones to take hold but this could be an option if this is something you like
Option two is more of a permanent option and that is to castrate me, there are many options for this and the main benefit is no testosterone so hormones work better, surgery is the best just having them removed Castration isnâÂÂt really something that is done so may need to find a cutter no doctor will do this, there is Alcohol injections to kill them over a number of sessions, Banding that is quicker a band is placed at the bottom of the penis and this stops blood flow, really painful canâÂÂt do this alone,
Then there is the burdizzo its like a pair of pliers used to clamp the cords, IâÂÂve watched this happen on clips and itâÂÂs not desirable, but it is quick the jaws come together there is a crunch as the tubes are damaged and 6 weeks later your Sissy so quick and easy and permanent no going back once this happens
The main advantage of castration is I will remain flaccid regardless of sexual contact, I will lose muscle mass, become even more submissive and compliant
Body fat will relocate to form a more feminine form and breast development even without hormones more if I take hormones
IâÂÂm self taught in chastity when I cheated I swallowed my own, to be ready for the next step IâÂÂve enjoyed anal all types including larger objects I wanted to be ready for any guy who would take me on, so I had a choice continue on as I was or transform I pick Feminine, just the small stuff means so much like painted nails, smooth body, being an object of a guys desire!!!
So my fate is very much in your hands if all goes well I become just a fraction of my former self and your submissive sissy sex slave, IâÂÂm very much into kinky so Bondage, hot wax play, bondage, captive, BDSM
Baby I donâÂÂt know what to offer you I canâÂÂt guess what you are into tell me what to do to become your gurl
If you seek a keen Gurl please drop me a line can't wait to swallow a guy and feel his hardness inside me cream pie baby i need one!!!
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So, you have to resign yourself to be treated like a girl
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Posted:Sep 10, 2022 5:10 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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If youâÂÂre like me and wish to become feminine then you have to accept certain things. You canâÂÂt dabble your clit shouldnâÂÂt ever get to the point you could penetrate another and your only there for a guy to enjoy
ItâÂÂs so strange to be on the other side, it makes you totally rethink everything, Chastity has taught me the joy of frustration I have enjoyed so much no I realise that itâÂÂs not about me but more about how I can serve you!
IâÂÂm leaning more as time goes on but I cheated during chastity but would swallow my own so I was ready to accept yours, I have dabbled in anal and I do really enjoy anal and the feelings I encounter
So I want to become your gurl IâÂÂm as ready as a gurl can be and remain a cock virgin. I know what you expect will blow my mind but a gurl has to start somewhere, right now transition into your feminine sex slave is enough
Details on what you desire would be a real plus but count me in I want to become your sissy slave your cum slut
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Frustration and Desire
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Posted:Sep 8, 2022 4:52 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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Right now IâÂÂm frustrated Chastity keeps me this way, I suspect not but there is the hope that if I do everything you desire your unlock me and give me what
I want, I really hope you donâÂÂt just because my frustration helps me serve you as feminine
Not proud of myself but before climax I could move heaven and earth just for that moment but after I was done, Chastity taught me there is more than me
Feminine is all about putting his feelings and desires before yours, so many girls fake orgasmâÂÂs just to make their man feel good
WonâÂÂt lie there is a lot of me that worries what is to become of me without desire to help me, but I have chosen this way of life, with what I know now and the feelings I feel, Chastity taught me to enjoy the taste of cum all be it my own
So I may have done a few hundred miles on dildoâÂÂs and I love the anal feelings I encounter the longer it goes on the more I enjoy it, so IâÂÂm so into doing this I know it will change my life forever I know I can never return from what I have become but I have come this far alone and IâÂÂm not sure I can do this without a dominant guy to show me how
So the burdizzo is quick and easy one crunch at a time right? Before long with the right hormones my fate will be sealed I will develop breasts and my desire will be removed and I will become your sex slave, for better or worse I can never go back what I can do is swallow your load and accept your harness inside me, I desire this more than you know,
Please ease me into this new life I canâÂÂt wait to serve you, IâÂÂm into kinky
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burdizzo
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Posted:Sep 7, 2022 4:28 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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So just watched some clips of guys having their balls removed via a burdizzo not sure it was the most enjoyable event in their social calendar, but needs must I guess
So, IâÂÂm very aware that I am just one of many want to be gurls some get off on fantasy alone some really want this like me but in this minefield who do you trust? Who is for real and who is willing to go all the way to become a gurl?
I am willing to go all the way have you remove my boys and have me serve you as female, I know about the risks, and I understand I would enter feminine like a menopausal woman.
But there are also a plus side, I will become weaker and I will develop boobs and I will lose my lust and forever become a submissive subject I do enjoy being submissive, years of Chastity taught me frustrated
Just tonight I watched a guy lose a ball via a burdizzo clamp, very erotic and the crunch was delightful made me quiver just watching it, must say it was interesting so are you a UK guy into this kind of thing? Would you consider removing one of my boys? I canâÂÂt pay you I hope the offer of wanking me and making me sallow my own would be enough but I guess while IâÂÂm tied up if you wish to have me suck and swallow your seed we could have a deal
Just feel like actions speak louder than words if I have a ball removed this will show my intent to go the whole way having one ball removed donâÂÂt change anything but with luck shows the guy I desire that IâÂÂm up for transformation
My life has already changed my sexual desire also the way I get what I desire is penetration and I need a guy for this so I will do anything needed to become your gurl just ask please
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Castration seems to be a dirty word
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Posted:Sep 6, 2022 5:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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So the long and short of it is that I wish to change the way I climax, sure itâÂÂs true I could just change how I have sex, but with my love of dressing and anything female feel like I need to make a statement a commitment to this way of life
Right now I know the joy of frustration and the joy of anal sex but permanent is a real appeal, I know once done there isnâÂÂt any going back but when you
Know you know right, I have taught myself to accept and enjoy the taste of cum and with the use of toys I have encountered the joy of anal and I canâÂÂt go
Back just forward, all be it blind I have no clue what you might expect from me, I feel like I am as ready as I can ever be to become your submissive gurl
The way I see this is there are just a couple of hurdles to be removed before I transition these can be removed to leave me weak, submissive and feminine
Many ways this can be done, not sure many are enjoyable, but IâÂÂve watched a Burdizzo castration, it donâÂÂt seem that bad and quite quick
Being naïve I thought I was the only one who thought this way, but I know actions speak louder than words so IâÂÂm willing to have one ball removed via Burdizzo just to prove to you IâÂÂm the real deal, you will need to want the other removed and to pump me full of hormones to become the submissive sissy
You desire, IâÂÂm excited to start this process and become your cum slut maybe just maybe I will encounter what I desire with a real man inside me
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Not sure I ever had a plan this just developed
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Posted:Sep 5, 2022 5:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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I have dressed from an early age I just loved how girls underwear felt and this made me feel good and I would do the deed and it was over till next time
Over the years itâÂÂs just got more and more extreme, one early favourite was a plank of wood with a small hole in it, I would dress and wait until my feelings
And excitement dwindled and then force my cock and balls into the whole, this made me erect again but also trapped until my excitement dwindled again
Later much later I had to consider what I really wanted noting I did seemed to give me that buzz anymore, this is when I discovered online chats, I was speaking to a guy he was new to the dating process, yes by then I know what I was enjoying would be better if a guy took charge and I was no longer in charge of my anal climax
So I guess there just comes a point that even self play isnâÂÂt enough, and what you desire is a guy, this guy was nervous that I wanted more than I said so I offered to wear chastity so he knew I was submissive, this meet never happened but chastity stayed all but full time
So play changed with Chastity and even my outlook changed, frustration lead to anal play I love this an anal thing is to die for, not sure I have encountered an climax what I encounter is like a head rush and the more I ride an object the more I encounter this head rush I know I could do better but I stop short and IâÂÂm not sure why, I clearly enjoy this as I dribble pre-cum to the point my panties are damp
Chastity kept me in this mood to see where a guy would take me during anal, and it had another affect unknown to me I became increasingly Limp for the most part I did cheat now and then but I used this to teach me to enjoy swallowing cum
So what I desire now is for a guy to become my key holder and keep me locked for his enjoyment, better still and even more extreme castrate me and remove my desire once and for all, I would love to be kept as your submissive play thing
I know removal will turn me into a menopausal woman and isnâÂÂt without risks but this has to be better than where I find myself now, so rip me of my manhood and enjoy all the woman I can be for you!!!
Terms are up to you but an offer of castration and hormones ticks all my boxes
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Into transition
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Posted:Sep 4, 2022 4:43 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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We both know any transition isnâÂÂt going to be easy for me, handing over control is never easy, I feel like I have done as much as I can myself I have grown to enjoy the taste of cum, IâÂÂve stretched myself further than any gurl should it wasnâÂÂt easy but gets easier with practice
Watched the clips I totally understand this isnâÂÂt reversable once done there is no turning back, went further and tried banding just to discover that this isnâÂÂt something one can do alone, I would need to be tied to something made to swallow and be used from behind
After you would remove my chastity and band my balls, this might become the longest night of my life but transitions would never be easy I would hope you will feed me oestrogenes and anti-andogenes also
In chastity my balls and sack are stretched so alcohol injections would also be an option, over a number of weeks my boys would turn hard and stop working so this is also an option
So please take advantage of my inexperienced IâÂÂm totally into a submissive lifestyle serving a guy as female only, I have no clue what to expect but IâÂÂm keen to learn and only want to get pleasure from anal moving forward
I will come to you with what IâÂÂm wearing and dreams of what maybe, you need to replace my normal gear for sexy feminine attire and use me a female lock me up use me as your sex doll permanent is good so lipliner and eybrows would be a plus and if your really kinky once IâÂÂm castrated tattoo me as your own !!
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ItâÂÂs long and complex my story
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Posted:Sep 3, 2022 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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Back in the day there was a song by Lou Read, Take a walk on the wild side, it promised shave your legs and he would be a she but we know itâÂÂs somewhat
More complex than that, but every story has a beginning, middle and end, IâÂÂve dressed from an early age during sessions I feel alive, exhilarated and feminine,
The next step for me was chastity maybe not the first step for every gurl, chastity teaches you another way, maybe for the first time in my life I needed to put someone else first, chastity teaches you frustration this is like a drug you need more off,
In chastity during play the best I can hope for is wet panties, maybe a sissygasum if IâÂÂm very lucky but that is ok, I want to serve a guy with my mouth IâÂÂm a good gurl so I will swallow all you deliver, while you recover, please allow me to be your subject, by this I mean what getâÂÂs you going? Spanking? BDSM? Or anything in between?
I have no desire to ever penitrate anything ever again instead I wish to encounter anal pleasure only, IâÂÂm not walking into this blind I have done research I know I will need to be castrated, this will send me into a female menopausal state, this isnâÂÂt very desirable but I hope that you will take care of my every need In regard to HRT and in return your have a 50+ year old cock virgin, with great legs, nice new puffy boobs will a willingness to dress sexy and take care of your every need!!!! I hope your into Kinky as I love a challenge, not looking for a sugar Daddy what I desire has to be earned I know it may hurt but no gain without pain right?
Spunky kisses Sam
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So the guy I seek knows what he wants
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Posted:Sep 2, 2022 2:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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He wantâÂÂs a gurl only I enjoy prolonged intervals of chastity frustration is what makes me desire what you want me to do to you
Chastity is good but I want to prove to you that IâÂÂm committed to this way of life, so please castrate me so that IâÂÂm better able to
Serve you as the gurl you desire, cutter, injections, banding or by burdizzo and hormones to further enhance my feminine form
As a gurl I shouldnâÂÂt be able to penetrated anything or anyone ever again like a real gurl
So whatâÂÂs in it for you I hear you say? The normal goes without saying but I want a guy who takes a real hands on approach towards
My development and daily routine, lock me up in the shower lather me up and shave me this is very erotic.
Afterwards use the shower attachment to clean me, then dress me as you like, locked into is a huge turn on for me so lock me into heels
And dresses
Right now IâÂÂm a very much an inside gurl this may change in the future but I will wear stockings and suspenders under joggers so just touch my
Butt to feel whatâÂÂs beneath sure your be having me go down on you on the way home from the store!!
Permanent is huge for me, so I have kept myself a cock virgin for you remove my ability to ever climax as normal again, permanent lip liner would
Also be very desirable, as would eye liner, or mark me forever as yours brand me or tattoo your name across my back permanent is such a huge turn on
You would be hard pushed to find an over 50 year old girl without cellulite and veins going on. I have a nice pair of pins, and a nice taught arse loose anus
You could force your hand into, into rough, humiliation, group, Bondage, BDSM, form me into the gurl of your dreams and as I develop you will enjoy the real me!!!
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DonâÂÂt know what you expect?
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Posted:Aug 4, 2022 4:54 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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So I have no clue as to what you desire once I submit to your desire, my hope is that you are into extreme as I love kinky IâÂÂm a chastity gurl but once I apply lipstick I become the submissive cock sucker you want, once your done fucking my mouth maybe you would consider entering me, your desire is my only chance of climax, if I donâÂÂt deliver you will still cum but I wonâÂÂt this will make me more keen the next time
Not kidding have me suck a fucking machine while you enjoy my backside or swap it around and face fuck me while the machine takes care of me
Or invite a friend who wonâÂÂt enjoy pleasing two guys
Once you lube my pussy with your climax why not try fisting me just for fun, I would love to feel your fist within me keep me in chastity or remove my lust forever
Spunky kisses Sam
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IâÂÂm as ready as I can ever be
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Posted:Aug 3, 2022 5:08 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 2:58 am
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Chastity and frustration drives, me to do to you what you desire without question, I find an erect cock very appealing I know what happens when I suck
It for too long, IâÂÂm not a stranger to the taste as I have swallowed my own so I am ready to swallow your load
I just knew that one day I would need to submit to an Alpha male so IâÂÂve used toys this has been very desirable, I would gladly swap a normal climax for an
Anal climax or the lesser head rush
I can only guess as to what you expect from me but for the most part IâÂÂm up for it, lock me up remove my desire keep me dressed for your enjoyment donâÂÂt mind if you share me, pleasing a guy from both ends would blow my mind
I totally understand the job of your submissive sissy comes with pain, accepting may include clamps, spanking, castration and anything in between just ask, would be happy to be kept as a chastity gurl if you are into expanding my limits
If you want to seal the deal, make my decisions to visit the last decision I ever make when I arrive just remove my desire. The way you do is up to you
Cut me, inject me or band me not sure either is desirable but I so need this remove my desire and I will milk you with my mouth or arse anytime you desire
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